Gabby The next few days were surprisingly uneventful. The storm gave way to the hot sun by the time we woke in the morning and the rest of the day was quiet and muggy. It seems Linc was right about all Cillo fighting men being mostly at the border because we haven"t seen any. Leading is hard and lonely. I was warned that it would be tough- making the decisions and ordering my friends and even my sister around. The hardest part has been keeping my distance from Lee. I can"t sort out any of my feelings, so I just focus on the mission. I"ve only ever had feelings for two guys before. Drew, in London, was fun and dangerous. I was just having a good time. Jeremy was comfort in a harsh place. I wanted to be there for him after his sister died and it just turned into something more. All of thi

