TRINITY’S POV
A/N: 18+ content
“I-I want to h-have s*x. I w-want you to be in c-control.”
Jaxom’s thick bulge pulsed beneath me and my heart pounded painfully in my chest. He’d been holding back his wolf, waiting until he had my expressed permission to mark me as his mate. It was the moment he’d been looking forward to since we’d first met, and the one I’d been dreading.
The one I was still dreading. I was ready to give Jaxom my heart, but despite what I’d told him, I wasn’t ready to give him my body. I wasn’t ready to revisit that pain, that trauma. That’s all s*x was for me. Horror. Revulsion. Violation. I’d been a virgin before Warren Nelson had hunted me down like an animal on that dark strip of desert road. He’d fed off my fear, relished in my suffering. I had no good associatio
