Hailey God, if those weren't the words women dreamed of hearing. For a fleeting second, just for a fleeting second, I softened. Vulnerability seeped through his every word, every touch. He held me as if letting go would shatter him. But then reality struck. The truth loomed over me like a storm cloud. What was the truth was- he had made me feel like the same way my shithole of a father did. He made me press my hands against my ears just stop...those sounds that somewhat terrified me equally and reminded of everything I and my mother escaped. No. I couldn't falter. I couldn't fall weak. I dryly licked my bottom lip and finally managed to lift my hands, pressing them against his chest. I pushed him away, desperate to escape his heat, the warmth that was melting my defense

