He remained inside me, refusing to pull out. I used the opportunity to turn us over as I got on top of him straddling him. He hissed as he squeezed my ass, his eyes boring into mine with so much emotion.
I didn't want to push it. I knew exactly how Xander could be. The moment you start getting too comfortable he'll withdraw, going back to his shell and pushing his walls back up.
So instead of asking him any questions, I just let the silence wrap around us. It wasn't an awkward silence. It was the type of silence that told us we weren't there yet but we were getting there.
Xander's hand slowly went behind my head as he drew me down to his lips and kissed me. The kiss didn't last long before he pulled away.
“Are you just going to keep looking at me like that?" I couldn't help but ask as
