The Decision

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Aidan sat by the creek until dawn, staring at the water and replaying every moment of his conversation with Victoria. Her tears. Her accusations. The way she'd looked at him like he was a stranger. The pain in her voice when she'd said she couldn't do this anymore. He'd lost her. After everything Jake had warned him about, after all his fears about the pack discovering his secret, he'd lost her because of his own cowardice. Because he'd been too afraid to trust her with the truth. The irony wasn't lost on him. Victoria had asked him to trust her, had begged him to be honest, and he'd failed her. Now she thought everything between them was a lie, when the only lie was his refusal to tell her who he really was. When the sun finally crested the mountains, Aidan forced himself to stand and make his way back to the pack compound. He moved like a man walking to his execution, each step heavier than the last. The decision he'd made in the early hours of the morning felt both inevitable and terrifying. Tonight, he would tell Victoria everything. About the pack, about what he was, about the impossible situation they were both in. And if she ran, if she couldn't handle the truth, then at least he would have given her the honesty she deserved. But first, he had to get through the day. The morning training session was a disaster. Aidan moved through the motions mechanically, his mind elsewhere, his reflexes dulled by exhaustion and heartbreak. When a young wolf named Connor landed a blow that should have been easy to block, sending Aidan sprawling in the dirt, the concerned murmurs from the watching pack members were impossible to ignore. "That's enough for today," Riley called out, his voice sharp with worry. "Everyone dismissed." As the younger wolves dispersed, Riley approached Aidan with a frown. "What the hell is going on with you, man? You're fighting like you've never held a weapon before." "Just tired," Aidan muttered, brushing dirt from his clothes. "Tired?" Riley's voice rose with disbelief. "You're the best fighter in the pack after Marcus. You don't get 'tired' enough to let a seventeen-year-old take you down." Before Aidan could respond, Marcus's voice cut through the morning air. "Aidan. My office. Now." Aidan's stomach dropped. This was it. Somehow, Marcus had found out about Victoria. Jake had warned him that time was running out, but he'd hoped for just a few more days. He followed his brother to the pack house, his wolf whimpering with submission even as his human mind raced with possible explanations, possible lies. But he was done with lying. If Marcus had discovered his secret, then maybe it was time for the truth. Marcus's office felt smaller than usual, the walls closing in as Aidan took the chair across from his brother's desk. Marcus studied him with those keen Alpha eyes, seeing far more than Aidan was comfortable with. "You look like hell," Marcus said finally. "So everyone keeps telling me," Aidan replied, trying for his usual easy tone and failing miserably. "Want to tell me what's really going on?" Marcus leaned forward, his expression serious. "And don't give me some bullshit about being tired. I've been watching you for days, Aidan. Something's eating at you." Aidan met his brother's gaze, seeing not just the Alpha but the man who'd raised him, who'd taught him everything he knew about being a wolf. The man who would be devastated to learn about his betrayal. "I'm in love," he said quietly. Marcus's eyebrows shot up. "In love? With who? There's no one in the pack who—" He stopped, his face going pale as understanding dawned. "Oh, hell. Please tell me you're not about to say what I think you're about to say." "Her name is Victoria," Aidan said, the words coming easier now that he'd started. "Victoria Hartwell. She's human." The silence that followed was deafening. Marcus stared at him with a mixture of shock, horror, and something that might have been grief. "How long?" Marcus asked, his voice barely above a whisper. "A little over a week. We meet at the creek every night. She doesn't know what I am—she thinks I work in government security. But Marcus, she's my mate. My wolf recognizes her as such." "Your wolf is wrong," Marcus said, but there was no conviction in his voice. "Is it?" Aidan leaned forward, desperate to make his brother understand. "You felt it when you met Sarah, didn't you? That instant recognition, that sense of completion? It's the same thing, Marcus. The pull I feel toward Victoria is exactly what you described feeling for your mate." Marcus was quiet for a long moment, his hands clenched on his desk. When he spoke, his voice was heavy with pain. "Even if that's true, even if she is somehow your mate, you know what this means. You know what the pack laws say about contact with humans." "I know," Aidan said. "Believe me, I know." "Then you know I can't just ignore this," Marcus said. "I can't pretend I don't know. As Alpha, I have a responsibility to protect this pack, and that includes protecting our secret." "She's not a threat," Aidan said desperately. "She doesn't know anything about us. She would never—" "She's already asking questions," Marcus interrupted. "Jake told me she's been researching, digging into your background. How long before she puts the pieces together? How long before she becomes a liability?" "Jake told you?" Aidan's blood ran cold. "When?" "This morning. He's worried about you, Aidan. We all are. But more than that, we're worried about what your involvement with this human could mean for all of us." Aidan felt the walls closing in around him. "What are you going to do?" Marcus was quiet for a long moment, his expression tortured. "I don't know," he said finally. "Pack law is clear on this. Contact with humans is forbidden. But you're my brother, and I..." He trailed off, running his hands through his hair. "I'm going to tell her," Aidan said suddenly. "Tonight. I'm going to tell her everything." "Aidan, no—" "She deserves the truth," Aidan said firmly. "She's been asking for honesty, and I've been too much of a coward to give it to her. But I'm done lying, Marcus. I'm done hiding who I am." "And if she can't handle it? If she runs?" "Then at least I'll have given her the choice," Aidan said. "And maybe that will be enough to break the mate bond. Maybe once she knows the truth, she'll reject me, and this will all be over." Marcus studied his brother's face, seeing the pain there, the desperate hope. "And if she doesn't run? If she accepts you?" "Then I'll face the consequences," Aidan said quietly. "Whatever they are." Marcus nodded slowly. "I can give you tonight," he said. "But after that, the pack council will have to be informed. They'll make the decision about what happens next." "I understand," Aidan said, standing. "Thank you, Marcus. For everything." "Don't thank me yet," Marcus said grimly. "This may be the last conversation we have as brothers instead of Alpha and pack member." As Aidan walked toward the door, Marcus called out one last time. "I hope you know what you're doing, Aidan. I hope she's worth it." Aidan paused at the door, his hand on the handle. "She is," he said without turning around. "She's worth everything." But as he left the pack house and made his way toward the creek, Aidan couldn't shake the feeling that he was walking toward the end of his world. Tonight, he would tell Victoria the truth. And after that, nothing would ever be the same. The only question was whether there would be anything left to salvage when the dust settled.
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