"Healing from pain is a choice. You have to consciously decide that you deserve to feel free, that you deserve to let go of the weight that has been holding you down for too long." (s. mcnutt) Lenette stopped moving as if she has seen a ghost. Her eyes got a litter bigger and her stares sharper than usual. This is the man, the one who tore her heart to pieces back then. She can still feel her chest feel tight as if her heart is being seared once again. However, she is quite confident that her reaction on the surface is normal. Only the people who know her so well can see beneath her poker face right now. Yes, she has developed that calm aura even in the midst of negative emotions. She used to hear from people that she is cold and heartless because they think that she exhibits not

