The way home in the car Marina was quiet. She hadn't spoken a word. Each time she wanted to say something, she would feel her chest tightening and her panic attack started to happen. She swallowed the dry feeling in her throat away and she looked outside from the window while Grayson was still driving towards his house. It wasn't too far away from Vanessa's house but the quietness was making Marina nervous. She softly cried without making any sound and sniffed a few times before wiping her tears away. It hurt her the most knowing that her mother willingly died for Marina and while she made that sacrifice, Marina was having her happiest moment with her best friend. She didn't know any better but she couldn't help to feel guilty and torment herself with it. The look on her mother's face

