-Irene-
I'm trying my best to focus myself to Chan. He's the one with me right now, yet my mind kept on flashing Felix many times. I don't wanna look so obvious that my attention is into something 'cause I'm sure Chan would start asking me questions about it.
And I'm not very good at lying, so when he do that right now, there will be no escape but to tell him what's bothering my mind right now. We're inside his car now and we're heading home already. He kept on talking about so many things yet I don't understand any of those.
I was just pretending that I was listening though I always get out of focus due to Felix. I laugh whenever I feel like he's saying a joke or something. I feel so guilty right now... I turned to him and fixed my eyes upon him, he's still talking and all.
Though I
