That Letter - A Cinderella Story

VIII.

-Felix-

"What exactly are you doing, bro?" Alec asked me as he sat down on the chair that... what was her name again? I'm not sure... but yeah, Alec sat on the chair that she was sitting a while ago.

He looked at me disbelievingly at the same time, confused and annoyed "You just created a scene" he continued motioning his head signaling the gazes of a lot of people on us, gosh! It's so embarrassing...

"I don’t care" I stood up to get out of this place. I hate that guy, the one who pulled her away. He's so annoying, how dare he? He's so, so pathetic! Why does he keep on interfering anyway? Why does he have to be always on the way whenever I'm after her?

He's not even her boyfriend. I'm just getting started and now it seems that I can't even finish it because of him. Such a nuisance...

"What were you thinking? why are you so into that girl anyway?" he asked again as he followed me walking in the corridor... I just walked and walked wherever my feet bring me...

How dare they leaving me in that place and leave me embarrassed in front of many people...

"Nothing! stop asking ok!?"  I yelled as I continued to walk away "And I'm not into her, bro, yuck disgusting!" I added. I don't even know where I'm going. I'm not angry, I'm just pissed... and I don't even know why I'm pissed. 

"Why are you mad?" he asked again... what the heck!? I just told him to stop asking...

"I said stop asking! And stop following me!" I yelled again without facing me and walked even faster 

"Gosh... what's happening to you?" he said as he slowed down and just watched me walk away... what's happening to me? am I really that angry at them? What did they do to make me so angry like this?

I mean, come to think of it, what they did was just nothing, but I don't know where this anger is coming from... I don't know why my emotions are raging right now. I just have no idea, what's wrong with me... 

I noticed that Alec is still following me but he's from a little distance far from me, quietly watching me, until I sighted the main door. I shifted my direction towards it as I walked even faster than before.

I know Alec can catch up, his long legs are fast too. 

I just wanted to be somewhere alone and to think about what has happened. I wanted to be somewhere quiet... yea right the parking lot, my car. I'm sure no one's in there right now. I kicked the door forcing it to open harshly and went out of the school building then walked straight towards my car parked nearby.

I passed by the school's lawn and noticed people hanging in there, their eyes were all on me, and some are whispering to the person next to them... I wonder what they're saying, who cares anyway

I quickly opened it and went inside immediately, I saw Alec shaking his head looking at my direction as he stood near the main door. What is he thinking too? Gosh, what made me so paranoid to worry about what they could be saying about me? Since when did my mind become so messy like this?

I just sat there and waited until my anger subside...

Seriously, why am I so angry about her? why do I wanted to take revenge? revenge for what? Obviously, all she did was to get rid of me, I was the one bothering her in the first place...  weird, it seems like a lot of things had happened, but it's only in the first day of school...

What made me so angry just by looking at her?

What made me so angry just by looking at the two of them?

The feeling's so foriegn... 

I took a deep breath as I sat myself more comfortably on the driver's seat. I just looked at the view in front of me thinking nothing. It started to get hot in here, I can't open the air conditioner since I'm just sitting here anyway, it's just a waste of gasoline.

I opened my window so that the air could ventilate inside and let me breath. The wind came rushing insidemy car as it blew gently hitting my face with such calmness and snug. I felt so comfortable sitting in here, the noon breeze felt warm and pleasant, it soothes through me.

The wind blew inside my car sending me the cozy feeling that's making me so relaxed and rested. I closed my eyes to relish this amazing sensation that's hugging me right now. I could even hear the birds' tweeting softly almost sounded like a music in the ears.

I was almost asleep when I heard knocking that made me look at the person who did that. It's Alec. What a pest! Why does he has to bother me while I rest?

"Are you just gonna sleep here the whole afternoon? we still have classes" he said as he opened the door himself to let me out

"I'm not sleeping, I just closed my eyes" I said and stepped out of the car 

"Yea right, you were not snoring so you're really not asleep" he said as he closed the car and laughed 

"I don't snore" I snapped as I pushed him lightly 

"Of course you do" he insisted as he laughed hard after locking the door

"Do I really?" I asked as I laughed with him, I'm sure I don't, well I don't hear myself when I sleep ahahaha but I’m very positive that I don't 

"Are you ok now? are you not mad anymore?" he asked assuring while still laughing hard, I stopped as he asked me that... am I already? not sure, but at least I eased myself

This sucks, I don't know why I became this angry. I don't know why I wanted to get back at her, at least. I don't know why I acted that way, and now I don't know if I'm done with it or what... Surely, I also don't know how to get this over with.

"Hey, I'm asking you" he repeated as he poked me waking me up from my deep thoughts, I turned my head to him and smiled faintly

"Yeah I'm fine... let's go" I said as I gathered my feet to get myself inside the school building

"Wait... actually, we're already late for half an hour... so, I suggest let's just attend the next class" he said stopping me as he scratch his cheek as he looked at me awkwardly

"Oh..." I uttered as I also looked awkward scratching my head... what ashame ahahahaha "Did I really sleep that long?" I asked him before I burst out laughing...

"Well, not that long though, for almost thirty minutes" he shortly answered and smiled playfully at me

"Gosh! Why didn't you wake me up? We could have attended our classes" I said as I stepped back towards him

"Sorry, you were so busy snoring ahahahaha" he answered as he burst out laughing... the heck... he's embarrassing me

"Shut up, I don't snore" I defended myself as I leaned to my car "So what are we gonna do?" 

"I don't know, I wouldn't be stuck here too if it weren't for you" he stated blaming me as he cracked laughing hard, how dare he? I didn't ask him to wait here for me

"Why me? you could have gone to you class; you didn't have to stay here in th first place" I said giving him a disbelieving looks giving him all the blame

"That's ok, we're best friends... it's my pleasure to be in this situation with you ahahahaha" he said as he laughed while lightly punching my arm

"Aww, that's so sweet of you, I'm touched" I said with a silly and playful tone teasing him "That was so cheesy ahahahaha" I continued

"Shut up, I knew I should just go to class and left you here, you ungrateful i***t" he said glaring at me ahahaha he’s just so funny... but honestly, I'm so glad he's here and did that for me

"But thanks anyway, did you guard me while I slept?" I thanked him as I hit his shoulder with my elbow

"Nope, why would I?" he snapped... gosh! I'm starting to be sweet here too... uhmm never mind, I ruined his momentum a while ago anyway ahahahaha

"Of course you did" I insisted but he just shookt his head denying it while sticking his lower lip out

"Anyway, we had the same class coming up, let's get ready... it's your favorite" he winked as he changed the topic... gosh thank goodness we had the same class... "And it is P.E" the moment he said that lighten up my mood... I love this subject, my only A+ ahahaha

"Come on, let's get ready... Now I know why you just woke me up now..." I said and walked towards the main doors to prepare for P.E class... just look at it, It's P.E class and he's with me...