REJECTED, NOT RELEASED

Chapter 1

CHAPTER 1

Wren point of view

I buried my mother on a Tuesday and by the following Saturday I was standing at the edge of a territory she spent nineteen years running from, holding a letter that told me almost nothing about who I actually was.

The letter was from a lawyer in a town called Ashmoor, and it said my mother had been born there, that she'd left before I could walk, and that as her only living relative I was entitled to certain things. It didn't say what things. It didn't say why she never once mentioned this place in nineteen years of bedtime stories and Sunday pancakes and the kind of ordinary life that gives you no reason to ask questions. I found out what I actually was three days after the funeral, when the lawyer sat across from me in a coffee shop that smelled like burnt sugar and told me, very carefully, like he was handling something breakable, that my mother had been a werewolf.

He said it the way you'd tell someone their house had termites. Like it was inconvenient more than impossible.

I didn't believe him until I got here and felt the ground change under my feet.

Ashmoor sits in the hills above an old quarry that flooded sometime before anyone living could tell you why. The pack house is a huge timber building at the edge of the tree line, all sharp angles and dark wood, and the first thing I noticed walking up to it wasn't the size or the number of people watching me from the porch. It was the quiet. Not silence, exactly. A held breath. Like the whole property was waiting to see what I'd do.

A woman named Delia met me at the door. She had the kind of face that had clearly decided to be kind about my arrival even if the rest of the pack hadn't, and she walked me through the house explaining things I didn't have the context to understand yet. Pack hierarchy. Territory lines. The gathering tonight, where I'd be presented and welcomed and given my place. She said the word Luna once and I asked what it meant and she just smiled and told me I'd find out soon enough.

I should have asked more questions. I was too busy trying not to look as lost as I felt.

The gathering hall filled up fast once the sun went down, wolves in human skin packed shoulder to shoulder along the walls, all of them watching me with the same careful curiosity Delia had, like I was a puzzle piece that might or might not fit the picture they already had. I stood at the front of the room in a dress that wasn't mine, borrowed from Delia's daughter, and I tried to hold myself like someone who belonged there even though every instinct I had was screaming at me to leave.

Then the doors at the far end of the hall opened, and the room changed.

I felt it before I understood what it was. A pull, low and sudden, dragging every nerve in my body toward the man walking in like something had reached inside my chest and yanked. He was tall in the specific way that makes a room rearrange itself around him, dark hair, a jaw set hard enough to cut glass, and eyes that found mine across the length of the hall and locked there like he'd been looking for me his entire life without knowing my name.

Somebody near me whispered mate, and I understood, in the space of one breath, that the pull wasn't in my head.

The room went electric. I heard the word spoken again, passed hand to hand through the crowd like a lit match, and for one full second I let myself feel something close to hope. A place to belong. A person who was mine by some ancient, undeniable law neither of us had to choose. After nineteen years of being the girl whose mother wouldn't talk about her past, I wanted, so badly it embarrassed me, to belong to something.

Then his face changed.

It happened fast, a flicker of something that looked almost like fear crossing features that had gone rigid a half second before I saw why, and before I could take a single step toward him, before I could say a single word, he opened his mouth and rejected me in front of every wolf in that hall.

I, Roan Voss, reject Wren Calloway as my mate.

The words landed like a physical blow. I felt them in my ribs, in my throat, in the sudden roaring silence that dropped over the entire room. Somewhere behind me, someone gasped. I didn't turn to look. I couldn't move at all, actually, could only stand there while the bond that had just slammed into place with such certainty ripped itself back out again, leaving something raw and open where it had been.

He didn't explain. He didn't apologize. He turned and walked straight back out the doors he'd come through, and the last thing I saw before they swung shut behind him was his hand pressed flat against his own chest, like he was in as much pain as I was and had decided that didn't matter.

Nobody in that hall would look at me. Delia tried, bless her, tried to step forward with some kind of comfort already forming on her face, but I put a hand up before she could reach me. I was not going to fall apart in front of a room full of strangers who'd spent the last five minutes watching me get handed a future and then watching it get taken away in the same breath.

I walked out through a side door instead of the one he'd used, out into the cold night air, and I stood there under a sky I didn't recognize, in a territory that wasn't mine, mourning a mother who'd never told me any of this was possible and a mate who'd looked at me like I was something to survive.

My ribs ached. Not from crying, though I wasn't far off. A deep, physical ache low on my left side, sharp enough that I pressed my hand there without thinking, half expecting to find blood.

There was nothing. No wound, no mark, nothing to explain a pain that felt entirely too real for something that should have only existed in my head.

I stood there a long time, breathing against it, telling myself it would fade once the shock did.

It didn't fade. If anything, by the time I made it back to the small guest room Delia had shown me earlier, it had gotten worse, a deep burning line across my ribs like something had opened me up from the inside, and when I finally worked up the nerve to lift my shirt in front of the mirror, expecting nothing, expecting my own imagination playing cruel tricks on a bad night, I found a thin red line splitting open across my skin exactly where the pain was.

Fresh. Bleeding. And I hadn't touched a single sharp thing since I'd walked into that hall.