Only way to go is up.
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Luce dropped me home and I headed upstairs, I heard my call something from the kitchen, as I headed upstairs to tired to ask what I continued to my room.
Only to come face to face with Jasper.
"Hey Cas, I've been waiting for you to get home." Jaspers voice seems quiet but delivered with an under current of venom, he knew who I'd been with, he would of seen the car from the window.
"Hey Jasper, mum know your in my room?" I asked unsure with him in my space, alone.
"Yeah, didn't she tell you when you came in, she said I could wait in here." His words were smooth, must of been what she called out to me at the stairs.
"Yeah, I didn't hear her clearly, so what do I owe for this pleasure?" I asked, watching him as he looked up through his lashes.
"Are we really over? Is there nothing I can do to fix it? I miss you Cas." I stood still, shocked by his words, my heart beat faster as he approached me.
His eyes captured mine, their deep blue darkening, he reached a hand to tuck loose strands behind my ear, I lean into the touch, closing my eyes and suddenly I'm back in the room strapped to the chair.
'The figure tucks a loose hair behind my ear, leaning into my ear, his hand rests a knife on my thigh, warm blood leaks off it down my leg, I whimper at the touch.
"Darling every betrayal has a punishment." the figure whispers, leaning back his eyes capture mine filled with cruelty, a wicked grin spreads across his face.
The face was Jaspers, but I knew his real name now, I remembered; Bernael – fallen angel of darkness and evil or Nael.'
I exhale slowly, I didn't want to give up my ace yet, so I force myself to relax, opening my eyes I met his.
"I'm sorry Jasper, I just don't think I can do this anymore, I want someone all to myself and with our history, I just can't do that with you." I swallow, his eyes flash for a moment, he turns away, running a hand through his hair.
Finally he shoves his hands in his pockets, slumping his shoulders, Jasper (Nael) faces me again, his eyes softening, he nods.
"I'll change your mind I promise Cas, but for now I'll give you space." He pauses, kissing my forehead lightly, before headed out, I listen as he descends the stairs, then out the front door.
Only when the door latches do I release my breath, my best friend and lover had also been my torturer.
I sat down as my computer, turning it on I open my page to google; Cassiel angel?
I typed, then pressed search.
Hundreds of results come up, but basically Cassiel was the Angel of Speed, I'd never been that fast though maybe a fast flyer, I was more long distance running.
I sat back for a minute, I was sure now I'd lost it, I was toying with the idea I was a angel with amnesia?
I shook my head, was my crave for adventure that strong?
I flicked through the other angels names;
Gabriel could be gabe?
Amy- Fallen angel, president of hell, well she's already a ruling b***h.
Lucius nothing...Lucifer, no way Luce was too kind, and Lucifer was said to be blonde and blue eyed, not black hair and green eyes.
Bernael – fallen angel of darkness and evil aka Jasper a heart breaking prick.
Morax- Fallen Angel appears as a Bull, that made me shiver.
Raphael- Arch Angel...not a ninja turtle
I snapped my computer shut, I didn't want to recognise Serena amongst the list.
I rubbed my eyes, why was I so important, what had I forgotten? What had I done?
I leaned abck looking at the ceiling, I tested the name again.
"Cassiel" nothing flashed to mind, it didn't feel familiar, it didn't feel like my name, not like Cassie did.
I got up flopping on the bed.
I needed to talk to Luce or I might go crazy, I sent a text.
"Luce, come get me when you free, need to talk. x"
A reply was instant.
"On my way, you ok?"
I blinked.
"Yeah all good, just need someone to talk to." I changed and headed outside to wait.
Luce pulled up in his black Valiant.
Something about the way it glinted in the sunlight made me paused, it seemed to emanate darkness, I shook my head I was being silly, I slip inside the passenger door, I looked to Luce, he nodded as I put my seat belt on, his foot pressed the pedal to the floor.
I laughed, loving the way the force sent me against the seat, I grabbed the hand rail, Luce grinned at my reaction, shifting gears, we ran two red lights, I howled with joy, my heart beat faster but I had no fear.
Luce was a dangerous temptation, where had the girl gone that was unsure about breaking uniform code, now I didn't care for road rules.
With him I felt free, I could fly, I could fall, it wouldn't matter.
I reached for his hand, his eyes snapped to mine softening he held my hand, squeezing it.
My Lucy.
We arrived at his house, the v8 rumbling as we pulled up, it shuddered as he turned the key off,
I hoped out, Luce came around, shutting the door for me, we headed inside>
"Where's Mr E- I mean Gabe." I asked politely.
"Out somewhere probably shopping why?" He asked.
I took a deep breath sitting on the couch,Luce dissapeared returning with two cokes, he sat one in front of me and held the other, I looked at Luce who waited patiently sitting in the recliner across from me.
"Is Luce short for Lucifer?" I asked watching his reaction, he almost choked on the coke, he'd just opened, his eyebrows almost dissapearing into his hairline.
He coughed a few times, before smiling awkwardly.
Why'd you ask that Cassie?" He replied, forcing a laugh.
I frown at his reaction, before replying.
"I remember us Lucy," I wait but Luce remains silent at the nickname. "Jasper is Bernael, he tortured you and I, before we fell didn't he?" I asked, my eyes watched his. "Our love is forever, I remember." His jaw opens his mouth but chokes on his reply, his eyes are wide as saucers.
Suddenly theres a clatter of plates, looking up I see Gabe standing in the doorway...I could see I was right.
Suddenly my stomach dropped, they weren't dreams...this realization was both exciting and scary.
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