Death Of A New Era

Angel Or Human - Or Neither

Alice POV:

"Alice there is nothing to be ashamed of, it means your more angel then human", Gabriel said leaning forward.

"So your telling me I'm more monster-ish rather then normal?" I said leaning back sinking in the chair slightly.

He got up and moved to the chair right next to mine taking my hand with one of his as he placed the drink down and with his free hand moved my face to look him in the eyes.

"Your not a monster - you are an amazing and strong woman - you have not done anything bad", he said looking into my eyes where I could see the gold in them more prevalent.

"I'm a freck then", I said looking away from him, "If I'm not human and grow up only around humans - but in reality I'm what - angel? That does not make sense".

"Look at me", he asked calmly as I slowly looked back at him squeezing my hand slightly, "You are both sweetheart - your just more angelic then human".

I bit my lower lip as he went on, "And there is nothing wrong with that - it just means we will have more to work on so you not only don't hurt others around you - but you don't hurt yourself".

I blinked a couple of times, "Wait....I could have hurt someone?" I asked looking at him worriedly.

"Not intentionally - I've been there - so there is no need to be down on that", he said.

"But I could have hurt people", I replied starting to breath slightly faster.

"Alice breath - you did not - and that shows you have an idea how to somewhat control your abilities - which is a plus", he said trying to calm me down.

"But I could have done that", I replied fighting back possible crying yet again.

"But we both know you would not do such a thing", my father said rubbing my check to help calm me down.

I looked down, "Is there a way to make sure I never hurt anyone?" At this he let go of my hand and with both his hands holding my face he replied.

"Of course, I will show you everything and help you, but we still have much to talk about".

Sighing as he let go of my face as he retook my hand, "Don't worry we can take this slow - I want you to feel me in on what you where saying earlier with your mother".

I looked away for a second as he squeezed my hand in a reassuring manor, "It's ok - I won't judge you".

With that I sighed again before telling him everything how I grow up in a none affectionate family and how I was able to even live this far along with when and how my powers manifest, he sat there listing to my whole story occasionally squeezing my hand again.

***

Alice POV:

After almost two hours of us talking and clearing the air had passed, I had not noticed how long we had sat there though, I now at one point we did get up to eat something - yes Angels do eat, just so you know in case you where wondering.

When we where done and after we calmed down from the melt downs - ok that was me I will admit - trust me my father got pissed though, and it was at my mother quite a bit and I could tell he was going to yell at her or make her life a miserable living hell.

He never really said though, I was only guessing - but you could see it in his eyes that he wanted to kill someone - I.e. my mother being that someone that is - or so I could guess and I'm sure your in the same boat here.

Looking around the room I was now standing in not fully remember the walk up the stairs since I was at this time emotionally drained at this point - and guess my new bedroom that was - it has a large four poster bed with Royal blue and gold bedding and matching pillows.

At the foot of the bed there was a dark wooden bench with matching pillows on either side.

A large knitted rug right in front of the bench with the same colors as the bedding that was in oval shape heading towards the doorway.

There was a large window with a railing leading on to a small balcony - the other side of the bed there was another window with one of those setting area with once again the same matching pillows - don't ask me why the colors or all the pillows - I don't even know either.

Next to the window was an onate desk with - wait is that my gaming set up? OH MY GOD'S!

Yeah we talked about that and why I felt it was so important to me - and yeah...I won - but I did not think it would already here and set up and all.

There was a gaming deep blood red chair pulled up to the desk with a lamp on the desk that had warm but low lighting.

Next to the desk was a closet - and it looked to be a walk in one - but I don't have that many clothing so I don't see the point in needing one.

There was also a vanity table with those three mirrors on top with a fine finish - there was makeup on one side and some perfume bottles - thing is I don't really like to wear makeup or perfume anyways so whatever.

Looking back at the bed I could see sitting in the middle of all those pillows was my beloved plush lop eared gray rabbit.

I moved towards the bed grabbing him and hugging him close to me as I plopped onto the bed, "Mr. Bunny what am I going to do now? I will definitely have to say...today has been a big s**t show".

Pulling myself up on my elbows and holding the rabbit out in front of me looking into the brown eyes, "Looks like life will never get to be what it once was", I said sighing as I moved his little head towards mine.

And before I could even think some more I felt the drew of sleep starting to take a pull - and soon I had fully drafted off to a deep restful sleep.