Confused Raavi

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“Oh my God!” Payal gasped in shock. Raavi looked around wondering what had happened. “What is it?” Payal pointed to her neck. “That’s a hickey!” she accused. Raavi tried not to blush, but she failed. "No may be some bed bug” She tried to adjust the light scarf she wore around her neck. “Quite a loving bed bug, It clearly looks like a love bite!” “No. You —” Payal held Raavi's hand and looked on. “Your wrists are bruised too!” Before Raavi could stop her, Payal pulled away the thin scarf around her neck where she knew there were at least half a dozen bruises. “Oh my God. So Abhay bhai and you are all getting lovey dovey cozy couple now ..” Raavi’s face burned. She had spent the entire weekend with him since he came back and he did unspeakable things to her. However, she not only enjoyed those shockingly depraved things, but she also reveled in them.But the reality still doesn't changes she despises him for making her life hell ,since he entered into it. “What! Why? You married him because you had a crush on him" Raavi fell silent. She didn’t know how safe it was to reveal the rest of the truth to her friend. But Payal sensed something was wrong. “What is it? I thought you would be happy.” There was a worried look on her face. “Oh my God! Does he force—” Raavi shook her head. “No in a way. He didn’t abuse me. What we did was entirely consensual.” She blushed, recalling her hoarse screams of pleasure. Payal laughed. “Oh my God. for a moment if I keep aside the fact that Iam talking my brother.He really must be good, and seeing those marks, it must have been quite a wild night.” More like a wild weekend. He had barely spared her a moment except to eat and sleep for a few hours. At times, even those activities turned into something erotic and shocking. She shook her head, pushing those thoughts away. Payal frowned. “Then what’s wrong? And why do you feel this won't last?” Raavi sucked in a breath as she decided to tell Payal the harsh truth “Because… I know the marriage won’t last. He married me because he wanted me sexually, h..he asked me for a night....but...I din't agree so he played his tricks to claim all rights over me... Now that he has it… and I gave in to him, he will not be interested in me anymore. He… he… will cheat on me...” Even though it was perfectly justified and made sense, it still felt hard for her to let out her insecurities. There was a look of bewilderment on Payal' s face. “Raavi... Maybe that’s not true. There were genuine sparks between you both ,when I saw Abhay bhai the last time with you he was different changed. I agree he was very reckless and never commitment type but that doesn't mean he marries someone and leaves them to rot after he is done, bhai cares for you Raavi, may be there is more for you to know about him than he just shows you..” Yes, there have always been sparks. But those sparks blazed to fire and inferno when they finally came together. She knew they wouldn’t last long now that the chase was gone,from past year Abhay Sinha has been chasing her just to claim her. In his eyes, she was just a prey he wanted to badly claim, she thought there was nothing more to see in that man ,she gave in to him finally just so that he would leave her alone after once she was an inexperienced Virgin and he was an oversexed man , she was sure he would get bored of her and leave her after one night, then she could concentrate on her education and finish her last year then she could get away from that hell and the devil in just 6 more months. But here, he was far from loosing his interest on her or being disappointed by her inexperience. In fact, he seemed to also get off on the fact that he was the one to show her all the depraved yet addicting things that can happen during lovemaking. The man was a mystery,but whether she wanted to unravel the mystery, she didn’t know. "I can't do this anymore I need to set my conditions with him, this animal attraction I have towards him is going to only hurt me in the end" She whispered to herself. "Did you say something mam?"Shiv her bodyguard asked her as she muttered some incoherent things while the were on the way home. "No Shiv..." She replied with a smile and he concentrated back on the road. "I'm not sure how will I talk to him he doesn't let me talk nor he talk sense, he always tries sabotage me and lure me with his acts"she flushed at the images of their depraved acts of s*x. Suddenly her thoughts were halted as their car screeched absurdly stopping. "What happened"Raavi questioned Shiv as he stopped the car suddenly. He beckoned towards a gaint Mercedes which blocked their way,she frowned recognizing the woman who came out of the passenger seat. It was that b***h Taira.. "Madam sit in I will check"Shiv said sensing some danger. He got up but Tiara snapped at him and looked at her. “I want to talk to you,” she hissed out. Raavi knew that the other woman wouldn’t have anything pleasant to say to her. “Sorry, I don't think I would want to hear you” she replied. There was a flash of fury in the woman’s face. "You..." she came ahead furious but Shiv blocked her way. "Trust me you silly girl this piece of information is what you need to hear" she hissed. Raavi was more than pissed ,she understood the woman wouldn't budge without saying what she intended to. "Shiv it's okay, let her you stay here we will just be at some distance" she instructed him and got out of the car to hear her. "Tell me Ms.Roy"she shrugged. “Abhay loves me,” Tiara said in a tone only Raavi could hear. "Good for you..." “He proposed to me last year and promised me that we would marry this year.” She sucked in a dramatic breath. "What a close escape...I pity me.." Raavi chuckled but the woman went on with her script. “I haven’t told this to anyone, not even to my family… that I was… pregnant with his child.” It was followed by a dramatic silence as though waiting for Raavi's shocked reaction. Raavi let out a small smile. “That's it or there's more?” she asked. The other woman looked victorious. “Yes there's more, I refused to marry Abhay because he cheated on me multiple times even after I got pregnant,he is not a marriage kind,he has slept with every gorgeous woman around in his circle ,his relationships with woman hardly last a month, you are just the flavor of this month” Raavi tried to pretend non- chalance but her words poked her deep in the heart. "Why are you telling me all this.."She asked irritated. "Because that course still follows, I wanted fo prep you that he might discard you like a trash anytime.." the woman smirked. "Where you do think he has been last two weeks" "Where?"Raavi asked. "With me,making rough and dirty s*x with me while he promised me give him 2 months to get rid of you"She said smiling wickedly. "Yo..yu're ly..ing"Raavi stuttered over her words. "No I'm warning, if you got any self respect,leave him before he throws you on the street, no matter who warms his bed at night I would remain his habit , the one he retreats back after every failed relationship of his, Iam his safe harbor for all his dirty secrets that's why he choses me in darkness while he pretends to be yours under light" Her words felt threatening to Raavi, every bit of it felt true, the false hopes she thought she hasn't built yet collapsed one by one, making her feel so infuriated at her own vulnerability. "Enjoy your ticking time ,you might not get to travel in these expensive cars again in life" Tiara laughed on her face and walked away. After her encounter, Raavi din't speak a word throughout the drive to home. She did not exactly believe her but it gave her a reality check of her situation,their relationship dynamics was getting deeper for her while it might never be the same for him. She was actually desiring him and getting used to his company ,she feared hoe depraved and alone she would feel again in life after he left her, like she had felt when her parents left her all alone in this world. "I need to put an end to this" she wiped the tears pricking her eyes and stepped out of the elevator and entered her fingerprints and code on the keypad before pushing the door open. She had barely taken a step inside when she was attacked. She was lifted off her legs and pressed against the wall next to the door. “You are late!” he growled into her face. “No. I —” She broke off in a moan when his big palm kneaded her breast while grinding against her. “Thirty minutes late. I was waiting.” If she weren’t so aroused and needy, she would have argued with him. Her eyes widened when he held the back of her thighs and pushed her up against the wall. “But —” “ I instructed the staff to leave at five every day before you come home.” Her cheeks burned. Most of the staff probably knew why the new rule was introduced recently. All thoughts vanished when his mouth captured hers in a kiss. She moaned as her mind shut down and filled all her senses with him. Her hands clutched his suit collar pulling him closer. His mouth devoured hers, tasting her lips and thrusting his tongue deep inside. With each thrust of his tongue, she felt her legs weaken as the place between them throbbed. Just when her legs were about to give in, his large hands held her hips and lifted her and carried her somewhere. He didn’t break their kiss. She felt his tongue tangling aggressively with hers even as she felt a smooth, cool surface against her back. It wasn’t their bed, and she didn’t care to know where. Did you miss me?” he asked, pulling out and slamming into her mouth once again. “No!” she gasped. “I was busy with classes.” She was hardly going to admit that he was taking over her body and mind. “I missed you,” he growled. “Couldn’t do a damn thing at office all day. I had to be somewhere today , but all I wanted was to be inside you.” His words scared her because they were the opposite of what she wanted and planned. She opened her mouth to deny his words, but couldn’t talk. All she wanted was to satisfy the throbbing need he awoke inside her. She protested when his mouth left hers, only to moan once again when his mouth found her throat. He kissed her throbbing pulse at her throat before moving lower. She gripped his hair hard and moaned in pleasure. She felt his hot mouth and wet tongue on her breasts through the soft material of her dress. Her body ached to feel his mouth on her bare skin. As though he could read her mind, she felt his hand on the soft material of her dress before he yanked it hard. The sound of ripping filled the air as her dress tore. She gasped out in protest. “I liked that dress!” “f**k it. I’ll buy you thousand more,” he replied before yanking her bra down and placing his hot mouth on her bare skin. She cried out in pleasure and forgot about her beautiful ruined dress when his lips enclosed on her hardened peaks and sucked on them, causing jolts of lightning and pleasure running through her body. The sensory overload felt too much, and she felt something building inside her. It thrilled her, but it also scared her. “Abhay!” she cried out, gripping his hair. she wanted his mouth on hers while her body reacted uncontrollably. But he seemed too far gone as well. He continued to kiss, suck and bite her, and he groaned rubbing his face against her chest. He ran his tongue from between her breasts to her throat and then to her ear. “f**k can’t believe you're mine,” he rasped into her ear. Listening to his guttural words, something inside her froze. Despite the throbbing need in her body, realization crept inside her head. What the hell am I doing? Just seconds ago she wanted to end this... She shouldn’t want him or need him. He was a depraved playboy too. He was manipulating her with his touch, his kisses and his body. The same way he must have manipulated hundreds of other women before her. She sucked in her breath when she felt him pushing up her dress. His hand went between her legs and brushed against her wet core. Even though her core throbbed, her mind rebelled. “No! Stop!” she gasped. When he didn’t stop, she panicked and struggled. “Stop it you scumbag !” Suddenly, he froze on top of her. “Get off me!” she said, pushing at his shoulders. He frowned, looking at her panicked face and slowly sat up. When he was off of her, she sat up hurriedly. She covered her exposed chest by pulling up her bra and the ripped ends her ruined dress together. He didn’t move. She realized even though his suit was intact, his hair was messy where she had gripped it in passion. The harsh lines of his face were enhanced by the soft lighting in the living room. “What happened?” he asked, rubbing his bottom lip as though he were trying to savor a taste. She clenched her jaw trying not to be tempted by the sight of him. “I’m not a toy for you to paw me whenever you see me.” He frowned. “What?”He took a step towards her confused by her actions and words. “If you are horny right now, go have s*x with someone who is available and willing. I don’t mind. I know how you are.. cut this drama...” She got up from the couch and was about to walk away on her shaky legs when her hand was caught. She gasped when he pulled her back, and she fell on his lap. “Let me go!” She struggled, but he didn’t let her go. He pushed her until she was lying on the sofa once again resting on his arm. She struggled to sit up, but he held her in a firm grip. He looked furious. “What the hell is wrong with you?” he demanded. “You were fine until now. Hell, you were more than just fine. You responded to me and were more than willing.” She gritted her teeth. “I’m not your plaything or some s*x slave.” His on her hips tightened. “Stop saying that,I never treated you like one...” he bit out. “You are my damn wife. We are married legally. And even if we weren’t married, passion and desire are normal between a man and a woman who are attracted to each other.” “I don’t desire you! You definitely don’t desire me.I know you wanted to claim me because I was once forbidden,now the case is different,you had me and now you don't have to fake it like you still desire for me.. ..” "Shut the f**k up! Do you hear yourself, sweetheart like hell.... I don't desire you do you think its some rod that is a poking you, a man can never fake his desires about his woman,You see this it just happens with you, you just touch me and I have throbbing need in me to want you do more.., what happened baby ,what is bothering you ?" he asked in a softest genuine tone she din't knew he had. “You, you're bothering me"she shouted. "Iam done" " what?" he asked frowning. "Iam done with your sham and you,I want a divorce” she stated headstrong not wanting to give in today to his false charm or this marriage sham. He was stunned. He had expected the worst, but still, he was stunned. She might not love him or feel as strongly as he felt about her, but he expected her to have softened towards him. f**k, maybe he did expect her to fall in love with him like he had fallen for her nearly a year ago. He tried to calm himself down, he wanted to find out what's bothering her first. “Why?” he demanded. “Because I want to be free from you. I hate you. I have always hated you. I can’t pretend anymore. I want a divorce.” Dark anger and possessiveness raged through him. There was also an underlying s**t-ton of hurt he felt at her words. “Stop lying,” he growled. He held her arms and dragged her up from the chair until she was standing and facing him. “You don’t hate me. And the last few weeks we spent together you weren’t pretending. You wanted me as much as I wanted you. You responded. f**k, you broke apart in my arms and clung to me.” She flinched at the anger in his words. “No. It was all a pretence. I slept with you only because you will allow me to finish my studies . But, I no longer want to stay in this marriage. I want a divorce.” He knew she was lying. He could sense it. And yet, he was allowing her words to sink into his heart like claws. “No f*****g way” he growled. “Continue to pretend you enjoy my f*****g because I won’t divorce you and I won’t ever let you go.” She sucked in her breath. “Why?” she demanded, her voice harsh and ugly. “ It's not like you love me or even care for me.You just wanted to claim me and you did it was all about one night wasn't it?” “It wasn't, that was my pretense” She looked stunned at his words. “And what the bloody hell do you mean by I don’t care for you or want you?” he demanded. “At what bloody point in the last two months did I ever make you feel that way!” Her eyes lowered, but he could see the tremble of her lips. “Actions speak louder than words,” she whispered. “What the f**k does that mean Raavi” he demanded. Every bloody moment, he thought of her and wanted to be with her. When did he ever make her feel unwanted or unloved? “Just let me go, Abhay,” she whispered. Everything inside him rebelled. “No. I’m never letting you go.” Regardless of the madman who wanted to destroy him through her, he was never letting her go. “I won’t be with you,” she said. She looked up at him with determination. “If you don’t let me go, I’ll escape.” He clenched his jaw. “You just sealed your fate, sweetheart. Unless I’m next to you, you are no longer allowed to step out of the house.” There was no anger in her eyes, just the look of utter devastation. He hated seeing her in pain. “Tell me what is really bothering you, Raavi. I know all this talk of you pretending is bullshit. Tell me the real reason.” “It is the real reason,” she whispered. “I slept with you to make my life easier. I hate you, and I hate your touch.” Dark rage erupted inside him once again. He tightened his grip on her arms before crashing his mouth on top of hers. He knew his kiss was too rough, far from the tender yet passionate one he wanted to give her after missing her for over a week. She moaned, the sound of it going straight to his groin, arousing a primal instinct to dominate and claim her until she gave in to him. He felt her body soften and felt the hardened peaks of her n*****s against his bare chest. But what froze him and stopped him short was the wetness from her tears. The salty taste of her tears against their mouths made him pull away. He stepped back from her. He watched her as she cried silently. Feeling angry and helpless, he strode out of the bedroom, slamming the door shut.
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