Dwell into the past or live the present

1444 Words
Raavi' s POV My world has turned upside down in the last few days. I had been put into tough situations before but never felt this helpless and caged ever in life. Since the day I unknowingly stepped into his world, It was like I invited doom for myself. I still can't believe he took my every warning as a challenge and made me so helpless to marry him. After my parents demise my aunt and uncle were my only closest family who took me, though they made we work like a machine, didn't provide me proper food ,they gave me a sense of security and shelter over my head. This man snatched that also from me, he bought them with his money and they emotionally blackmailed to make me agree for this marriage.I feel so pathetic falling week and agreeing to this , this monster he keeps touching me whenever he wants and I cannot do anything my body decieves my mind whenever he touches me.Last night the things he did to me felt so disgusting yet I couldn't stop him, my body just melts to his touches, my veins feel a ripple of pleasure that was so unknown to me. No! What Iam I thinking I don't want all this ,I was much happy in my simple life I need to cleanse my mind his dirty thoughts are so clingy that they have corrupted my mind too. "Raavi where are you lost"Payal snapped at me. she saw him stealing glances with me and hooted" O..o" "Stop it" I said pulling her aside. "Okay then you say..I want all the juicy details of what you guys did" she asked shamelessly , obviously she is his cousin ,shamelessness might run in the blood. "What, Shutup already" I said gaping in shock. "Comeon..You are the first one Bhai looks at that way, you know he fought with his dad to marry you.He was never that one woman mand kind but see now he cannot stay a minute without looking at you, He is so into you Raavi.And he is like the first ever guy in your life for real , this is so disney.." she said dreamily. That sounds like a cringe worthy romantic s**t to hear, but only I know the reality, he is not in love with me, im just his plaything, once he is done with me he will discard me the same way he did with other woman in his life. I thought he would set me free after the first night itself but he doesn't seem to be done with me , the way he acted all caring and friendly today Im sure he is upto finding some new ways to humilate me and bring me down , but I won't let that happen Abhay Sinha can own my body but not my mind ,not my heart. He is not the only one playing ,he doesn't know he is being played too, I kind of melted to his mother's sob story today but I know he made that up , he wants to break me emotionally may be that's when he could feel satisfied after that slap I gave him, he needs to inflate his punctured ego. I m just waiting for one weak point which I can use against Abhay Sinha and beat him in his own game. I would just be free again then, I thought of my victory bought a smile over my face. I found out from Payal that Abhay had never hosted a party in his house. With everything I had seen in the media about him and the controversies, may be he did this as he needed to be seen as the good family man to cover up his playboy image. I smiled at the heated glare he me from time to time when I avoided looking in his direction on purpose. “There you are,” I heard a un familiar female voice and turned to find a woman walking to me. “Hello, Do I know you” I asked reaching out to take her extended hand . “No, but you must know me.”she said with a confident smirk while I looked at her confusingly. "Tiara " Payal muttured. " Oh hello to you ,Payal Sinha" the woman named Tiara said side hugging her, while payal expressions clearly showed her despise towards the woman. "Who invited you here? "We heard a heavy voice and turned to see Abhay. "I did son, Im glad you came Tiara" Mr. Vikranth Sinha ,Abhay' s dad said giving her a welcome hug. I could see, Abhay' s expressions it was ready to kill.who is this woman? “ I wouldn’t miss this party for anything Uncle Vik.It is Abhay' s party..” Tiara spoke smirking at Abhay ,while he clenched his jaws in frustration. "Dad ,I need to speak to you" he said trying to calm himself. "Later Abhay..." Mr.Vikranth whispered something to his ear and then turned to us. "Tiara darling make yourself comfortable , you kids talk, I have to check on something"Mr.Vikranth said and excused himself. "Sure Uncle Vik,Oh Iam already feeling very comfortable" Tiara winked seeing Abhay, I could see he crushed his palm so hard that his knuckle went stiff. "Abhay so glad to see you, I never thought you would settle for one woman." she said looking at me, I was already getting negative vibes from this woman.She is somehow related to Abhay that sought of irked me. "Oh by the way, if you are wondering all the while about who I am, let me enlighten you,Iam Tiara Roy, the woman Abhay wanted to marry , correction only woman, Iam I right Abhay Sinha..." "You.." Abhay almost was about to pounce on her , but I came in between and held his hand. "Be our Guest Ms.Roy. At present Iam his wife and you are here for our reception party, so there is need to dwell in the past ..correcting there is no use for me to know the past" I said stunning her ,she went speechless.I could feel Abhay' s gaze on me too. "Uhm! fiesty much for Abhay, but as far I know Abhay's women stats, this won't last.When this is done you know where to find me Abhay.."she winked at Abhay and walked away. His hold on my hand tightened,his were blood shot,he was squeezing my hand very tightly. "Mr.Sinha you are hurting me" "Mr.Sinha"I called again but no response came from him he looked lost in his aggression. "Bhai you are hurting her" Payal spoke nudged his elbow, he saw me suddenly and realization striked him , he left my hand muttering a sorry and walked out of the party. "Mr. Sinha" I tried to follow him. "Don't Raavi ,just leave him alone for a while" Payal said. "Why did he behave that way, who is she?" I asked. "She is a toxin in his life, a mistake , she was the reason he became this cold and aloof person he is now...Rest is Bhai' s call to tell you Raavi and he will give him time.."Payal said. "Then why did Mr.Vikranth invite her in first place when he knows her equation with his son?" I questioned. "Its business Raavi, Uncle Viki never cared about Abhay or his mother, its all business for him" Payal said. how can a father be this cruel to his own son I wondered. For rest of the party Abhay was not no where to be seen. Random people came and congratulated me and finally around midnight it was over,I sent off his family and assured Payal to take care of this. I instructed his staff to clean up things and went to our room.I changed into my nightdress and was ready for bed. It was atmost 1 he was no where to be seen. "I wish he is safe"I mutured to myself.Why do I care, l should just sleep peacefully in his absence if he sees me awake he again would start touching me inappropriately. I kept tossing on the comfy bed ,I was tired but the glowing restlessness knocked out my sleep.Few questions constantly ran in my mind. Who was that Tiara? how did she ruin Mr. Sinha? Like Payal said was he different before? Iam just a flavor of month to him, but why would he marry me then? I had all questions, but no convincing answers to it.I groaned tired of my overthinking. As I was about to go drift into sleep, I heard some noises of something breaking and rushed to see.
Free reading for new users
Scan code to download app
Facebookexpand_more
  • author-avatar
    Writer
  • chap_listContents
  • likeADD