The Lucky One

Chapter 2

Hope was so peaceful when she slept. Her golden blonde hair was getting longer every day and is straight as a board. She has big blue eyes like I do and fair skin. Hope is 5 months old and full of joy most days, even when she was sick, Hope still smiled at everyone. I did all my housework while wearing her in a wrap that Amy got me as a baby gift. If I needed to do some work, though, Savannah's parents took her to their house. We spent a lot of time over there anyway, since they had access to hot water for her baths. Hope is small for a baby her age. She only weighed about 13 lbs last time I got a chance to weigh her. I excessively breastfed her. Sometimes it was hard due to the lack of food I had, but at the end of the day I was always given something from Savannah, even if it was an apple and some water. I was able to avoid being hit or mistreated when I had Hope attached to me. "Good morning my love!" I said as she just smiled and reached for my face with her sweet hands. Anything I needed for Hope was given to me by Savannah and her parents. They adored her just as much as I did. Brent and Jason both knew about Hope, but because I was not allowed any medical attention, I couldn't say who her biological father was. Neither one of them cared though, which makes it easier for me when it comes to decisions about her wellbeing. I just knew it was one of them, but honestly, I didn't care what they thought. Hope was allowed giving medical attention when she needed it. Anything I needed for Hope was passed down by other families near by, unless it was diapers which Savnnah's mom bought. I returned the favor by doing the housework that she was able too. Her family didn't mind being there for me when I needed it. Hope's birth certificate only had my name on it. I could only guess though that Jason is her biological father due to the blonde hair. My hair was light brown with very little blonde and very curly. Anytime either Jason or Brent saw us together while I was working, they pretended not to notice. Its not common for us wolves to get pregnant so easily or young, but nothing is fool-proof. Savannah's mom was the one who discovered I was pregnant. Jason is the son of the Alpha so he knew better then to ever let someone catch him looking in my direction. If only people in the pack knew what he liked to do behind close doors. I suppose some of the shewolves closer to his age knew, he has no shame in hiding the fact that he likes s*x, just hides it with me although I wouldn't call s*x. More like r**e and torcher. However, Hope is the best thing that came from it and she is what keeps me going. I fed Hope while i sat in the old rocking chair outside on the front porch before getting her dressed for work. I knew I would spend most of my day wearing her so I dressed her as cool as I could in a flower outfit with a matching headwrap. Hope is always so happy in the mornings unlike me. I like to sleep. After packing my diaper bag for thr day we headed out the door towards the pack house. I can't wait to see what my to do lisit would look like today.