Disappointment
713 Words
No one had said anything as we sat in the living room. Both Mum and David were sharing a look of disappointment as they just stared at me and Jay, rendered speechless by what they had just witnessed. Unable to stand the silence anymore I speak out. " I'm really sorry" " Save it Emily, you have no idea how disappointed I am right now " I have never heard my mother this angry before so just that sentence was enough to make me sink back into my seat, desperately praying it would just swallow me whole.
" Try to calm down Amy, getting angry wont solve the issue now will it? " As much as I admire David for saying that he is about to regret it in 3..2..1.. " Calm down?! You want me to be calm after I find my daughter in your sons bed! How could you sit there and say that after knowing what our children have done?! You know what, I just cant do this. " and with that she walked out, not before slamming the door so hard I'm surprised its still attached to its hinges.
" Wow " was all that left David's mouth after hearing that. He quickly got up to go and follow mom leaving me and Jay say there, all alone, in a very awkward silence. " So, wonna have s*x? " I instantly turned to him, shocked he could suggest that after what just happened" Are you be serious right now Jay? We was just caught " but of course that didn't matter to Jay, his famous smirk only confirms my thoughts.
At that moment the front door was closed indicating that our parents had left the house, probably gone to fight somewhere else so we cant hear them. " See Em, its a sign. there's no need to fight it babe. " and just like that he started to trail kisses all down my neck before lifting my shirt and continuing down my body. " Jay we are still in the living room " he continued to go lower telling me he clearly doesn't mind and the way he's touching me right now, I don't mind either.
Yea I know we just got caught but he is just so irresistible and hey I'm a hormonal teenager, don't judge me.
He pushes me down so I'm lying down on the sofa with him between my legs grinding into me. Soft moans left my mouth which were soon silenced by his lips claiming mine.
Suddenly remembering how the last time ended I pushed Jay off me and just ran to my room and locked the door. I know I'm in deep trouble. Its not just about the way he makes me feel anymore. I think I'm falling in love with him..
Later that night I was about to go talk to Jay about earlier when the last thing I ever expected to hear again came from inside Jays room, Kathrine. My heart completely sunk as I made my way back to my room, tears rolling down my face and feeling regret about ever believing I had a chance to make him mine only.
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Jays Pov
I knew that she was hurting after what me and Kathrine did last night but it was her own fault. She was the one who left me after I made it clear I want her no matter how many times we get caught. I just wish this pain in my chest would go away. I just need a distraction, and I know the perfect person.
Jay - Hey Luke you wonna come over? play a bit of gta?
Luke - Sure thing man. Be right over.
Just a few more minutes and Emily will finally be out of my head, hopefully. Oh f**k! Emily! When Luke sees her he'll be all over her. Why didn't I think of this, hopefully she just stays in her room again. I most certainly don't want anything to ever happen between the two of them, it'd hurt so much.
Wait. Why would I care if something happens anyway. Its not like I'm catching feelings.. am I? I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my phone go off.
Luke - I'm here. hurry up and open the damn door its freezing.
Let the distraction begin.
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