Chapter 16

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Zayn Pov I watch as noah walked away, he isnt coping very well with everything, maybe my dad can talk to him, i walk into the office and come face to face with liam, to staggers to the office chair, i sigh, what a f*****g mess “you need to get your s**t together for noah and the girls sake” he looks at me emotionless “how the f**k can i after what ive done, i dont blame them for hating me” “oh for goddess sake liam, stop with the stupid self pity, yeah what you said to sophie was shitty and if you didnt say anything she would properly still be here, but she choose to protect her children so this war didnt happen and right now noah is going to do some stupid s**t” he looks at me with wide eyes, im done with this asshole, as i turn to walk away i say one last thing “if you really loved my sister you would do everything to stop alpha noah from doing something stupid, son or not” he nods and i walk out, i need some air. I walk out of the packhouse and i see noah looking pissed off “hey noah” he turns to look at me “what?” i walk towards him “fancy going for a run? I need to get go of some stream” he doesn't answer me for a moment “yeah sure” i nod and we both head over to the end of the woods and shift. We run and run until i see noah stop at a small lake, he shift back into human form and just sits there, i shift and go sit near him “mum and dad use to bring us here to play in the summer, i still remember the look on mums face when dad threw her in” he chuckles so do i “i reckon she was about to kick his ass” he laughed “yeah she was, they were so happy together, i just don't know how things changed within a few hours” he looks down, i sigh “ noah, your mum and dad dealt with a lot of s**t before you guys came along and i guess your dad just burst, he didn't mean what he said to your mum, sophie was a special person and everyone was out to hurt her and you guys, i can understand your dads anger but he bottled it up for a long time, it doesn't excuse what he said to her and nothing will bring back my sister or your mum but she done this so you, your sister and your children. She didn't want you to live the way your she and your dad did, your dad is beating himself up bad, im surprised he is still alive, he lost your mum so many times i cant even remember but he can, you ask him” “i havent even spoke to my sisters since we read the letters, i dont know if i want to be alpha anymore, its too much” i pat his back “come on lets go back inside and get some rest, i didnt even know how later it was” he smirks “your just old uncle zayn” i smile “you have your mother f*****g attitude” he chuckles and so do i, we head back and go back to our rooms. Noah Pov After speaking with uncle zayn i go to my room and freshen up, maybe he is right, i don't know what they went through before me and my sisters came along, maybe if i speak to him he will tell me everything, i know its a sore subject but maybe it will help me forgive him, i wont forgive him for what he said to my mum before she went but i can try to understand. Scarlett is still with addi and bella, so i head to my dad’s room, once im there i knock on the door and wait for an answer, after a few minutes dad opens the door, he look worse then he did before “hey son, is everything ok?” i nod “i just want to understand a few things and your the only person that can help me with that” he nods and opens the door wider so i can go in, as i walk in i see photos of mum everywhere, when they meet to everything in between, i pick one up its a picture of mum in dads arms, smiling and generally looking happy,my dad stands behind me “she is so beautiful, thats the day when your mum and aunt maisy ganged up on uncle zayn, aunt maisy threw him out the window because your mum told her too” he chuckled and i smiled “ uncle zayn ended up chasing your mum and they both got in trouble by grandma and grandad” i laugh “you two look so happy dad” he smiles at the picture of her on one of their dates she was smelling a flower “we was but not everything was that way, it was never smooth sailing, no matter how much me and your mum wanted a simple life, it never was, we faced challenges, even on the first day i meet her and a few days in witches came to fight with uncle zayn’s pack but your mother used her witch powers to put a shield around the pack house so no one could go in or out to help her, and she took them all on, she is brave but i was so in love with her i would of done anything to help her, the moment i saw her she was my everything, we lost her for two months and when she woke up your other grandfather, my dad tried to kill your mum because of who she was, he didn't want me to be with her so i had to choose my dad or your mum and i choose your mum, she is my everything, she always was” i look at my dad looking so vulnerable i have never seen him so open with his emotions “dad i didn't know, im so sorry you and mum had to go through so much” he gives me a sad smile “it was one thing after another and i guess the fear of losing you all again to these bitches, i just lost it” he looks down ashamed “i should never have said what i did, if i could take it back i would just to have your mum back” i pull him in to a hug “its ok dad, im sorry for the way i treated you” he shakes his head “you have every right to hate me son and so do addi and bella, but i will always be here, im so sorry” i pull away “i should go but ill come tomorrow morning” he nods “love you son” my heart breaks at how different he is “love you dad”, i walk back to my room and i see scarlett sleep i hop in the bed and pull her close “i love you scarlett” she snuggles into me and i close my eyes. Bella Pov I wake up early not being able to sleep, once im dressed i walk out my room and head to the kitchen, as i get there i see my dad, i walk to the cupboard and get a glass and then go to the sink and get a glass of water, “i know your angry with me bella and im sorry im the reason you don't have you mum but i will be here when you are ready” i turn sharply to him “i don't want nothing from you, mum told me not to blame you but i just cant forgive you! She isn't going to be here when i need her the most because of you!” i hit him and take all my anger out on him, he doesn't stop me, i try and hold back my tears but they just flow down my face “your not my dad anymore, i hate you!” im then pulled away from him, i push the person off me, i turn and see noah “what the f**k?” “bella thats enough” i glare at him “f**k you” he growls “dad made a massive mistake and i now understand why dad said what he did” i look at him shocked “not your serious, you forgive?” he shakes his head “i havent forgave him but he knows that i understand, they went through so much bells that we dont even know, dad lost mum so many times and the fear of losing us again, it was the last straw for him and he broke” i understand that but its not going to fix anything, i still lost my mum “yeah and? Im not going to have my mum when i need her the most because of that prick” i walk away cant bear to be in the same room as them. Noah Pov I look at dad who is watching bella walk away “she will come around dad” he shakes his head “no she wont and she has the right not too, im going to go” i nod and he walks away, i need to sort this but i have no idea where to start. I walk in the direction bella took off, i walk around and after 20 minutes i find her in the gardens “bells” she turn and i can tell she has been crying alot “can i sit with you” she nods, i seat next to her on the bench “we are all hurting bells but i want you know that i spoke to dad last night and some of the things him and mum went through was beyond anything we have, i know it doesn't excuse what he done but i understand that he lost his s**t and he took it out on he person he loved the most, but before he had a chance to calm down, mum already planned what she done, dad now has to live with that” she sighs “i get that but i just struggling, im angry one minute and wanting to kill everything in site and then the next i want to scream and cry out my pain and i know addi feels the same, when we was speaking last night she was talking some crazy s**t but i don't know what to think or feel anymore” i put my arm around her shoulder and hug her “we do what mum would of wanted us to do, move on and be happy, we have a new generation to protect now” she nods and we just sit there cuddling each other.
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