SCARLETT ROSE Entering the luxurious gynecological clinic, I inhale the faint scent of lavender in the air. The cream-colored walls attempt to convey calmness, but they have no effect on me. Sitting in the reception area, I drum my fingers on my phone, trying to distract myself by scrolling through text messages. Kieran really wanted to come with me, but I know he’s always tied up in meetings, and I didn’t want to disrupt his work because I know how much he loves it. I hear my name called and take a deep breath before standing up. “It’s okay, it’s just a routine check-up.", I murmur to myself as I walk toward the consultation room. The doctor greets me with her usual warm smile. She’s a woman with gray hair and a calm voice, and I usually feel at ease with her. We chat for a few m

