SCARLETT ROSE
The day seems to drag on, but at the same time, the hours seem to pass faster than I can keep up with.
When Kieran told me that privacy was all he wanted, he was truly determined to make sure nothing else interfered with this moment.
We are in his mansion, and although the house is enormous and elegantly decorated, it now feels empty and lifeless. But by his side, there is something comforting in his presence, something that makes me feel safe, even with all the emotional turmoil that consumes me.
I am lying on the bed, my eyes closed, trying to push away the thoughts that dominate me. The idea of not being able to have children feels like a constant cloud hovering over my mind.
No matter how much Kieran has told me that this wouldn't change how he feels, I can't stop th
