And thinking all those things that happened in just one weekend of my life, is making me at lost right now. I do not know what to do with Henry, I could clearly feel his hurry and because of that I also want to give him an answer but at the same time I do not do it impulsively and regret it later. Impulsive as I do not feel anything special towards him, it was only his heartbeat which made me feel something but it always happens to me because of my work. I love a healthy heartbeat and the most beautiful thing for me. Good heartbeat means a good condition of heart and that also means a healthy person. Would it be weird if I say that I do not like it when I have too many patients? I know somehow or in anyway it is. It is just that seeing someone due in your hands, or in your table specia

