Tito has not contacted me for a week. I kept trying to contact him many times but, his cell phone still couldn't be reached. It feels like grieving. Feelings of guilt and anger seem to become one and produce uncontrollable emotions.
In the office, people even call me a lioness who has woken up from her long slumber. Not a day without berating I can only vent my anger on my work It would be nice if I could vent it with food or exercise.
I am now the figure of the old Fildza. No more friendly smile on my face. There was only a flat face with no expression except anger. My problems never end with Tito. after the incident that night, there was no more communication between myself and Tito. I don't know what Tito is thinking right now. he thought I was a jerk who had toyed with him.
