(Freya's POV)
I pop my stiff neck as I step in to a boiling shower the hot water relaxing my tight muscles, it had been a long day and honestly far too much information for me to wrap my mind around. I kind of got the whole twin souled thig and I was cool with it even though it changed everything that I had learned in the past about mates. I sigh as I start to massage my shampoo into my scalp the mint scent relaxing me further. Leaning my head back under the faucet I let the water wash my hair clean my eyes squeezed s**t tightly. I feel a pair of strong calloused hands wrap around my waist and a strong well muscled chest press against mine.
(Mature content warning)
Opening my eyes I see Alexanders steal grey eyes, I smile up at him and kiss his lips softly pulling him close to me. My hands reach up and tangle in his soft locks as the water cascades down around us. Pulling away I gasp air in to my lungs feeling my cheeks flush a red color. I watch as Alexander leans close to me reaching behind me to grab my body wash. I watch mesmerized as he slowly pours the thick slightly purple liquid on to his hands, my breath catches as I feel his hands wrap around my thin arms. I watch his eyes as I feel his hands slowly moving over my body. I hold my breath as his hands slowly move up and over my shoulders to my breast bone, my knees go weak as his hands glance over my breast and continue down my flat stomach.
I feel my mussels contract in my stomach as my excitement rises. I watch as he drops to his knees lifting one of my legs up he slowly skimmed his lips up my leg stopping about mid thy and going back down retracing the line he made with his lips with his soap covered hands. I feel myself moisten at the most treasured part of my being, I gasp as I feel his lips skim over my pelvis leaving my body burning from his soft touch.
"A-alexander." I gasp out as my hands pull tighter on his hair, I feel him stand and move us both under the water rinsing me clean of the body wash. I feel him push against me leaning me against the wall burying his head in the bend of my neck his lips caressing my skin slowly. One of his hands wraps its self around my waist while the other stabilizes us by pushing against the wall. I can feel his length press against my core as he breaths deeply trying to calm himself. I feel his body tremble against mine and it gives me this over whelming feeling of power and dare I say a sexiness I didn't think I could have. I lean forward and nip his neck nipping his neck lightly I begin to move down his body my lips trailing over his skin occasionally my tongue darts out to taste the water that's flowing over his body. Stooping at his hips I softy bite the skin that's there.
"Freya" I hear Alexander groan out in pleasure from above me. I smirk taking his man hood in my hands reveling in the small hiss he makes at my soft touch. "B-baby I can't...I-I need" Alexander pants out in desire. My tongue darts out liking the head of his c**k swiping away the small drop of precum that leaked from the tip.
"I know what you need." I say playfully as my hand strokes his shaft with every pull I bring out a small groan from Alexander and my lust for him sparks more and more. I lean forward and take his c**k in to my mouth and down my throat gagging slightly around his impressive size.
"God damnit baby!" I hear Alexander yelp as one of his hands shoots to my head and wrapping in to my hair. I smirk around his length purring slightly as I bob my head up and down on his shaft quickly. I use my tongue to lick the underside of his shaft as I continued to move on his shaft. My fingers come up to cup his balls massaging them to get what I want out of them. Any trace of the shy girl that I once was is now gone with my lips wrapped around this Adonis making him hum and groan under my skill turned me in to some kind of vixen. I could feel every twitch and pulse that is c**k made translated directly on to my tongue I purred knowing he was close to his release. I begin to bob faster on his shaft moaning around him.
"f**k Freya I'm.." I hear him gasp. I smirk around him moaning one more time before I feel the first warm shot of his c*m hit the back of my throat. I purr as I continue to suck until his member stopped twitching, standing up I show Alexander the remanence of his slightly salty essence before I swallow the rest of it down my throat. I watch as Alexander opens his grey eyes he wraps his arm around my waist lifting me up and shutting off the water I hear a possessive growl leave his chest I wrap my legs around his waist. He steps out of the shower bringing me over to the bed and dropping me on it.
"You kitten are amazing beyond words." I hear Alexanders voice rumble from deep in his chest as he positions himself over me. Leaning in he captures my lips in a passionate kiss filled with fire. I feel his hand move down my wet body softly tracing my curves before coming back up to meet at my center. I feel his fingers softly trace up the center of my folds making me groan at his soft touch.
"Some one is positively dripping with excitement." He purrs as he slides one finger all the way into me making my back arch as a loud moan escapes my throat. My eyes roll back as I feel his thumb start to move softly against my c**t sending bolts of lightning threw my body making me cry out in ecstasy. I feel him slide another finger deep in to me as his mouth moves to one of my breast taking the n****e into his mouth nipping it lightly making me cry out again.
"I'm sorry pet I can't hold back." I hear Alexander say before I heel him remove his hand from between my legs. His hands lift my knees up and I feel him position himself at my opening. With a nod of my head I feel him push his way inside of me making me moan loudly. I feel him start to move inside of me forcing his way as deep as he could reach causing a slight amount of pain as he bottoms out inside of me, the pain only adding to the over all ecstasy. He leaned forward kissing me deeply as his movements became faster, I knew neither one of us was going to last much longer. I could feel my release mounting I was nearly there when I feel Alexanders teeth sink in to my shoulder marking me causing the most intense pleasure I have ever felt to erupt over my body making me c*m hard around his throbbing member. As my mussels tighten around him I feel him begin to shoot his second load of the night deep in to me making me moan and c*m again in a small after shock like orgasm.
We lay there in bed next to one another as our breath returned to normal. My back pressed into Alexanders chest. I took comfort in the heft of his arm thrown over my waist. I feel him start to play with my hair and I pull away moving to get off the bed.
"I-I'm sorry I marked you like that." He says behind me. I can hear him shifting uncomfortably on the bed.
"I-its not that Alexander." I stutter standing from the bed. "I enjoyed that all of that. I just I want you to want to do it again so this" I say gesturing between the two of us "this cuddling after it cant happen." I start t walk over to my closet when I feel him grab my arm pulling me back to bed I feel him move my hair to the side so he can get to my neck and then he paused dropping his hand. I quickly reposition my hair and run to my closet slamming the door behind me. I hear him knocking on the door but I refuse to open it instead pulling on a long sleeved sweater and a pair of dark green cargo pants.
"Freya we have to talk about this." Alexander begged desperately. I throw the door open and walk out.
"No Alexander we really don't have to. What you saw is from the past can't we leave the past in the past?" I ask Irritation mounting with every word we shared.
"If you don't talk to me then I'll get Axel involved." I sigh and rip my shirt off showing him my back. There crisscrossing along my skin were scars, every inch of my back had thick white lines permanent reminders of my past.
"How?" was all Alexander could ask, as I feel his hands slowly trace over the marks.
"When my dad really wanted to punish me for what ever I did wrong that day he would whip me is that a satisfactory enough answer for you?" I snap glairing at alexander,
"Those would have healed in seconds how are you so scared?"
"The whip was laced with silver tips that were meant to rip the flesh and wolfs bane mixed with small amounts of silver was rubbed into my wounds after he was done." I snarl storming out in to the hall way. Why couldn't he leave the past in the past? I wonder sadly to my self as I leave the pack house running off in to the woods surrounding it.