Chapter 18
Elijah
Why do I even bother going to school? Like I don't even know why I go to school. It feels like a complete waste of time. Especially since I feel like I don't have goals in my life anymore. I sound very depressed and that's because I am, I mean who wouldn't be if they lost the love of their life? I used to like going to school, yeah. At one time I really loved school. That time has passed through. I hate school. I feel like I could spend my time doing something else. Something more meaningful. I don't know what, but school is not meaningful. It's just not! Maybe trying to find Natalia's murderer would be more useful, or joining the army, but I'm not of enough to do that yet.
I've got my headphones in my ears as I walk in the corridor towards my class. I'm listening to I
