37 Jack I’ve been in a foul mood for days. Dany’s avoiding me. Sissy’s in a funk. I don’t know how to fix any of this. And that wedding date in Hawaii looms like a descending blade at the butcher’s block. Has she told him yes yet? But why? Why would she? There’s a knock at the door. I answer it and nearly shut it again. “I’d like a word,” says Shawn. “Dany’s not here,” I say. “I know. She’s at chemo. Look, I came to speak with you.” Why? I hold the door open and lead Shawn to the library. It’s still under construction, but I don’t want him in my living room and I sure as hell don’t want him in the kitchen where I have so many memories with Dany. He sits on a low wooden bench. I stay standing. “Shoot,” I say. Shawn stands up. He paces the length of the library, his wingtips clic

