way out of your league

Letting Loose 1

Natalie's POV

I cried for one week continuous after everything, I was depressed for another week,I kept missing classes after a while I had a lot to cover up and so I went back to being the nerd I was trying to catch up with my academic workload, I was always at the library or class. It helped me take my mind off Andre.I felt bad that he didn't even check up on me but I heard from joy that nora was always on campus with him.After a month and half of intense studying to catch up with what I missed mending my brokenheart our exams where close.

Andre came around to look for me cause we read together but I avoided him so I don't fall into relapse.He kept coming around but I made sure he never saw me or I saw him.I got a call from judah, obviously Andre called him asking if I had a problem with him after my talk with my brother,he called him and told him I was just being the over achiever I usually am all buried in books and Andre stop coming around. I see Nathan at the library sometimes, we always talk for a bit whenever he is about leaving,he is always teasing me about how nerdy I was and I tell him about how much of a man w***e he is, I think I can stand him much better now.I was so happy when the exams were over.joy quickly focused on her makeup gigs,she was becoming big in it since her clients were not only students in college but also model and few actresses i'm proud of her.

I saw Andre after the exams,we talked a bit and he kept asking if I'm mad at him which I told him I wasn't our relationship was strange cause I was ok seeing him but I didn't want to spend more time than was necessary with him.he told me about his new girlfriend nora and I felt nothing.I guess that's good,since I wasn't sad or angry but I also wasn't happy for him.Although I did ask about her and where she was and he told me she was busy doing her modelling s**t so she wasn't in the country then.we met a couple of times since he and Nathan was busy setting up a mini construction firm as I was told by Nathan.I made new friends I met Mike and kyle at the library and we just got along,Betty is Kyle's girlfriend,Anna and Amy where Betty's friends. We all got along,we are going to the club together today with Joy and I'm so excited about it.Putting on a hot gown and heels after Joy did our make up,we were good to go "Joy,I hope you don't disappear on me at the end of the night" I said smiling, "i'm not promising anything she replied as we left the apartment soon we were at the club.Mike,kyle and the girls where already here so we joined them and the party began we drank and danced.Betty was twerking seriously on kyle and the look on his face shows he loves it,Mike danced with me and then Amy.I guess we were getting tipsy,Joy and I went to the dance floor again to get our groove on.After a while I left to use the bathroom, on my way I saw Andre and he told me they were also partying tonight. We talked and laughed, I think we were getting back to normal whatever that was.I came back and on my way to the dance floor I met Nathan alone which was surprising.

"Hey nerd,what got your head out of your books" he said smiling "oh its the man w***e with STD,but how is it that none of his w***e are around" I replied and we were both laughing "Natalie how are you" he asked as i stumbled a bit yeah I'm definitely tipsy "i'm fine Nate just having fun"I said,pulling me to the dance floor he said "dance with me" I guess I am actually getting drunk to agree to this as we moved to the beat,I couldn't help grinding on him with his hands on my hips pulling me closer,my back to his front.I guess we where just dancing,turning to stare at Nathan I stumbled again,"Yea you drunk,I thought as much" he pulled me from the dance floor, as I tried looking for Joy but I couldn't find her,I guess she met someone and left.soon Andre was by my side "little Nat are you ok", he asked "she is drunk" Nathan said "No i'm not,i'm a big girl and I don't need anyone" I said before I realized I wanted to throw up Nathan took me outside,pulled my hair to the side while I threw up,I wondered how Andre got me bottled water so fast.After throwing up and rinsing my mouth I was ok "i'm ok guys,thanks" I said obviously embarrassed, "i'm taking you home now" Andre said as he slipped menthol sweet into my mouth,"ok let me get my purse first"

Nathan took me back inside to get it.I met Mike with Amy all over him but he was fuming "Natalie I've been looking for you" he said holding my hand "Are you ok"he asked "i'm fine just tipsy" I said and Nathan chukled, "Stop it Nathan" I said looking into his eyes to show him i'm serious, putting my hair behind my ear he looked me in the eyes and said "ok Natalie" raising up his hands "she is leaving, we just want to get her purse" Nathan told mike "I'll see you tomorrow Mike, take care Amy" I said waving at them "have fun" Amy said as we left."you were going to tell them I throw up weren't you Nate"I asked using my finger to poke his chest,he chuckled and said "I wouldn't dare" he said as a blonde girl walked towards us and said "hey b***h,he is mine tonight" I guess he was with one of his w****s earlier "Really but he's been with me all night but I guess a

i'm tired of him now so I can let him go but only after he takes me to the car" I said mockingly wrapping my hands around Nathan who was surprised. Holding my purse with my arms around him we walked out of the club Andre's car was close by but he was talking on phone so was distracted. Pulling away from Nathan I smiled and he smirked raising an eyebrow.I saw that girl at his back spying on us and I decided to give her a show,I guess been tipsy has made me bold. Pulling Nathan's head down I slammed my lips to his as we kissed hungrily,Nathan took control of the kiss cause I was too tipsy so I was sloppy, licking and sucking my lips,I pulled his hair and he moaned opening his mouth a little as I sucked his tongue, we both froze and pulled apart panting.what the hell have I done! This is bad! "Goodnight Nathan" I said as I quickly walked away into Andre car.As we drove off I saw that blonde pulling Nathan back into the club.I sighed knowing I would regret everything come morning.

Andre took me to the apartment and helped me get into bed but not before insisting I take my bath. I did that and brush my teeth while Andre gave me a midnight snack.After drifting off to sleep,Andre crashed on the couch.