way out of your league

Letting go

Judah POV

I noticed Andre was moody,I talked to him about it and he told me he and his girlfriend were giving each other space or something like that.I totally understood where he was coming from,since I saw her acting bratty but I feel she is a nice person underneath that proud side of her.I wasn't surprised when she called the next day and came around to visit.she quickly patched things up with Andre.

Things with Catherine had been smooth so far,I loved how passionate she is about her clothing line and I loved spending time with her I decided to ask her to be my girlfriend and maybe move in with me since its my final year in college.But first we had people waiting for us at the club.I came with Catherine since she dress up in my room in the guys apartment, Joy came in with her boyfriend and Andre with his girlfriend. But I was surprised to see Natalie arriving with Nathan and Julia,where is her boyfriend I wondered, that guy is behaving like a jerk and she seemed too comfortable with Nathan, you would think he was her boyfriend.

"Natalie where is your boyfriend and why didn't you ride with him" I asked "He said he'll be here soon since kyle and Betty are riding with him,he couldn't come pick me up" she said trying to call him again.The guys shared a look and I knew something was up but I decided to play cool and ask later.Soon drinks where flowing,Julia was flirting with some guy and now they were dancing.we all decided to hit the dance floor while I danced with Catherine, I noticed Natalie dancing with Nathan and laughing. "Judah you need to stop worrying about her,she is smart and she's a big girl" Catherine shouted over the music "I just wonder if that guy is treating her right" I said and Catherine kissed me shutting me up."I have something to tell you but I'll do that later" I told her and she nodded.Soon we were back to are VIP booth.

Natalie and Nathan were at the bar talking while Andre and Nora were still dancing."is that Mike"I asked pointing and Joy got up and waved.he walked over with this couple and a girl clinging to his arms is this guy serious. "Hello i'm Amy" this girl quickly introduced herself "and this is kyle and Betty" she said "Amy would you shut up you weren't even invited" Betty said "but i'm with......"she tried replying but was cut off "Really Amy,why did you let her tag along Mike,are you dumb" kyle asked "calm down kyle she is harmless, where is Natalie" Mike asked "she is at the bar with Nathan" Joy replied smiling turning to look at the bar I saw Natalie hug Nathan who pecked her and they smiled walking over.

Soon her smile faltered as she saw someone,following her eyes I noticed she was looking at Amy."Hello Mike"she said "hey babe" "what is Amy doing here,I knew kyle and Betty were coming but who invited Amy" Natalie asked "she decided to tag along" Mike said quietly shrugging "when she wasn't invited" Natalie repeated while Nathan turned to Amy and said "I warned you didn't I" "what the hell is going on" I asked. Natalie smiled and said "Nothing judah" "I swear to God Natalie if you" I was cut off by Natalie who said "calm down Judah" soon she was sitting on Mike's leg while we all drank,talked and laughed Mike kept trying to kiss her while she just dogged his kisses.Catherine dragged me back to the dance floor while she danced I noticed she was getting tipsy Nathan came down and told me to take her home.

When we got to the apartment Catherine kept pulling my shirt and kissing me,I wonder what's up with her, then she said "I love you judah" "you are tipsy cathrine we'll talk in the morning" I said,she kept pulling my jean and soon she had my d**k in her mouth making me hard,stroking it and grabbing my balls, sucking it like she can't get enough "f**k me judah" she said and I was done resisting,stripping her without breaking the kiss,I couldn't get enough of her,I love her but we would talk about that in the morning, I kept sucking and massaging her breast while I slammed into her,she is so tight gripping my d**k swallowing it up in her p***y "ah ah ah,more judah more" she screamed encouraging me to f**k her harder,to show her how much she means to me soon I felt her tightening around me and I know she was close.I kept massaging her c**t while I pound into her,soon she moan as she came and I followed sucking her neck I know i'll leave a mark.when I was done we were panting, I pulled her into my arm and said "I love you Cathy" but she was already snoring. I Guess we would just have to talk tomorrow morning.

The next morning cathy's phone kept ringing.I went downstairs to get her something to eat while she was having her bath when she came out I dropped the tray saying "we need to talk cathy" "OK" she said as her phone started ringing again,Andrew kept calling,I went in to take my bath giving her a little space while she answered her call when I came out of the bathroom she was rushing out "Cathy is everything ok" I asked but she already left,I quickly dressed up and followed her scared that something had gone wrong.when the cab she took pulled up at a restaurant, I felt something wrong was about to happen, walking in moments later I saw her talking to Andrew as I walked closer.

"I don't care if you slept with anyone else cat,just come back to me please I can't be without you, i'm sorry I cheated but I'm here now and I want to be serious with you" Andrew said "please cat,I know now that I've been a fool,there is no other person but you that understands me,I want you as my girlfriend for now but once we get out of college we'll get married,my dad's friend is already helping me with a job in the firm where he works,I want to start a life with you" Andrew continued "please cat,i'm sorry" "fine,i'll try again but anymore cheating or drama and we are done" cathrine replied twisting the knife she just stabbed through my heart.

"Really Cathy,you would do this to me after last night and everything,Am I just a rebound guy so you can just f**k with my emotions" I asked "Judah what are you doing here,are you stalking me" cathrine asked "Don't even dare,and I felt you meant it after saying you loved me last night" I replied "I meant it" she replied "so what is this i'm hearing this morning" I asked "Stay the f**k away from my girlfriend" Andrew said "Andrew please wait outside now!" Cathrine yelled."ok,remember I love you babe" he said stepping out "yea I said I loved you but you never replied,I don't just want to be f**k buddies with you, we've been at it for weeks now and while the s*x is good,I want more and Andrew can give me more besides he has changed, he hasn't been f*****g around for a while now and he has been apologising all week,I think things between us would be better once we try again" she said "I did say I love you,but you slept off, that is what we were going to talk about this morning" I said quietly "oh I never knew" I quickly cut her off "it doesn't matter now Cathy,I'll let you go else you would always wonder if you lost something good all because of me and I can't have that or deal with you thinking that so I hope you find happiness with Andrew"I said

"I'm sorry judah" she said "I understand" I replied "we can still be friends right"She asked "No cathy,we were friends but we've crossed a line we can't go back from.i'm just not the kind of guy that does the friends thing with someone I have feelings for so no but don't worry,i'll be civil with you since you are still close friends with my little sister" I said even though I was hurting "take care cathy" I finished walking away and letting go of the first girl I actually loved.