Noah ~•~ It was a traumatic experience and I couldn’t help but feel guilty. I had a miscarriage when I tried ending my life. I felt like a murderer. Like I had killed my child. But I decided to look at the bright side of it. I wasn’t having Dimitri’s child anymore and I wasn’t going to be a young mother. The past few weeks were overwhelming. I was feeling all kinds of emotions. I still had to visit the hospital every week so they could check up on me. Katie, Sarah, and Aiden were always by my side. They didn’t leave me alone to be by myself for even a minute. Life was worth living again. Aiden assured me he had forgiven me for the whole Dimitri stuff. He also tried convincing me it wasn’t my fault. He made me feel better about everything. Dimitri, on the other hand, was angry I

