Noah
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I spent the rest of the night in the bathtub washing myself and crying. I felt dirty, I felt used, I felt embarrassed.
I knew I had f****d up. I even cried harder when I saw the spots of blood on the areas of my v****a. Dimitri had taken my virginity and didn’t say anything else to me when he was done.
He just stared at me for a while and got dressed up before leaving my room. I couldn’t stop myself from crying and I couldn’t tell the only person who could make me feel better - Aiden, what I had just done.
I wasn’t blaming anyone for what had just happened, it was all my fault but I wish I could go back in time and slam the door when I saw it was Dimitri knocking.
I have made many mistakes in my life, but this was the greatest one, I couldn’t take it back. I felt hurt, I
