I,Me&Myself

Why they dont love me

ZOE HAQUE

After arriving at home from clinic I saw my mom is feeding my brother Ayan.She never pampered me like that within a second a tear dropped from my eyes and my brother noticed it.To fix my mood he started to c***k jokes but I was not in a mood to listen so I just shouted at him and returned to my room..I was soo upset that I couldn't notice that my phone was ringing I just went to washroom,opened the shower and started to cry why they cant be happy when I receive Awards why they cant Pamper me the way they do pamper ayan.Iam also a human I have also a feeling.why I cant be loved?

After crying I just thought I have to be strong I have to do something so that they might started to love me.when I came out from washroom I notice my brother ayan brought dinner for me I just felt soo happy I hugged him and said sorry for my bad behaviour. he nodded his head and left from there

I completed my dinner and went to my table to study after sometime I noticed my phone is ringing I hurriedly answered without even seeing the name I said hello!who is it? and then I just heard a laugh and he asked me Ma'am will u kindly check ur phone? and then I saw 10 missed calls from ishaan I just said sorry and asked him how he is? bcz after a week we are talking with each other(we are not like other couples whom talks daily bcz iam busy with my work and study and he is busy with his own)he said iam fine but I want to ask why u are not like other girls like they call their boyfriend as babe and all, u never said u missed me and most Importantly u never kissed me when ishaan ended his complains I just asked him didnt I tell u iam not free like other girls who can call u after an hour or again and again.and about the kiss when u proposed me I made it clear to u that i cant have any kind of physical relationship with u then what is wrong with u now see if u want to back out from this relation u can I wont stop u but i cant repeat myself again and again then I just cut the call and switched off the phone

I returned to my bed as I was tired I just slept

I just wake up by the alarm and noticed the time it was 6.00 AM

.i started to freshen up, finished my prayer and went to my breakfast table to have my breakfast I said our cook to give me my breakfast fastly

I finished and went to my clinic..I dont know why but clinic gives me more homely feeling than my home

I just took a heavy breath and said zoe u are brave and u can do this

then I started to check my patients whom iam assigned to check..

After my lunch when iam going to check my patients I just saw a patient who is fully covered with blood and has taken to OT(Operation Theater)..i was thinking how careless the girl is when I was in my thoughts a nurse came running from the OT and said maam u have to assist doctor NOAH today as his assistant is on a leave..I just got ready but when I entered the OT I started to become nervous and somehow Doctor NOAH sense it he just said I can do it ..

and we did it

our operation was successful

when I was coming out from the OT Doctor NOAH just called me and said It doesn't seem it was ur first but nevertheless congratulation and I just nodded my head then he left from there when I was in my thought I just bumped with someone

By the way who is he?

tell me in the comment section

and if u find any mistake then sorry