It is finally Friday. The week has gone by incredibly fast. Amelia and Pat are now at my house helping me to pack. Daniel is travelling with his girlfriend, Lucy. Carol is travelling with Blake and the single club is travelling in Jason's van which his parents allowed we could use. The van is big enough for even eleven people to fit in so we were lucky to have it for ourselves. The perks of being single. What confused me the most was how Blake was travelling with us and Ryder was nowhere. I mean they are both on the basketball team so where the hell could he be. Yes, I want him to be with us this trip. I haven't seen him all week and it's killing me on the inside especially the fact that I have to hide it from my friends, telling them I'm fine. I just want to see him, is that too much to

