NIKLAS My face was back to normal now. When she got close to me with blood on her hands, I lost control. That was the one thing I was always terrified of. Losing control. And it happened on one of the best days of my life. The day I made love to a girl I loved with all of my being. She was screaming at the top of her voice, clutching to the bed, her face wet with tears. Her lips quivered and she could barely make out coherent words. “You have to believe me. I was… I was born this way. This doesn't have to change anything.” Between sobs, she said, “Please don't k*ll me.” “K*ll you? I would give up my life for you in a heartbeat.” I came closer and she continued to scream for help. I added. “Bella, you are all that is important to me. I could never hurt you. You have to believe me.”

