Traitor Everlee The pain in my chest grew with every passing mile. Knowing that he is also feeling this pain, all because of my freak out, hurts more though. I honestly don’t know what happened. I want kids with Lennox, I want all of those things he was envisioning with me. So why did I feel such an urgent need to run from him? So much for a romantic evening as his birthday gift from me. “Goddess, why? Why did you choose me? Lennox is so perfect and kind and caring. I can’t ever live up to his visions of me. I’m going to let him down. I’m going to disappoint him.” We pull up to my old apartment building and the thought of going inside makes me feel ill. Sleeping alone, on a hard twin mattress with sheets that haven’t been laundered in months, instead of wrapped in satin sheets, next

