On our last night together, I looked up at him hopeful, because I thought we'd have forever. And we could've. All I had to do was say the words. But they never came out. We had discarded of our clothes in record time, and for the first time ever, I was completely n***d before him. I had always felt self conscious of my body, even though his filthy mouth would always remind me in these moments that I was shaped perfectly, that I needed to start realising it for myself. But it was easier said than done. He lifted me by the hips slightly, and I supported my own weight on my knees so that he could slide the c****m down. Then, with a whimper of his name, I lowered myself down onto him, wincing slightly, to which he used his large hands to stop my rocking movements. "Are you okay?"

