Dante drove him home that night without much conversation, which Milo was grateful for, because he wasn't sure his voice would have cooperated if
asked to produce actual sentences. The city passed by the window in smears of streetlight, and somewhere around the third mile his hands finally stopped shaking, replaced by a bone-deep exhaustion that felt almost like relief, the way a body sometimes collapses only once the danger has technically passed.
"You did fine, by the way," Dante said, breaking the silence as they turned onto Milo's street. "For what it's worth. Most people who sit in that study for the first time don't manage to ask a single question. You asked three."
"Is that supposed to make me feel better?"
"Not especially. Just an observation." Dante pulled up outside the laundromat, put the car in park, and looked at Milo with an expression that had lost some of its earlier flatness something almost like sympathy showing through the professional courtesy. "For what it's worth, he doesn't do this. The protection thing. Not for civilians, not for anyone outside the family, really, except when it's strictly necessary for business."
"Then why me?"
"That," Dante said, with the same not-quite-smile he'd used in the shop, "is a question I've been asking myself since about four o'clock this afternoon. I don't have an answer for you yet. Maybe he doesn't either." He nodded toward the building. "Go get some sleep, Mr. Hart. There'll be someone outside starting tonight. You won't see them if they're doing their job right, but they'll be there."
Milo sat with that sentence *there'll be someone outside* long after he'd let himself into his apartment, long after he'd checked the locks twice and then a third time out of something that wasn't quite paranoia but lived in the same neighborhood as it. He lay in bed staring at the ceiling and thought about dark eyes finding his through a two-inch gap in old blinds, about a voice discussing his potential murder with the same even tone he might use to discuss the weather, about *professional curiosity* as an explanation that explained nothing at all.
He didn't sleep well. He hadn't expected to.
The next morning, he almost convinced himself the whole thing had been some kind of fever dream — a stress hallucination brought on by a body left in his alley and too little sleep and grief that occasionally still ambushed him at strange hours even two years out. He opened the shop at eight, same as always, restocked the register, answered the same emails he'd have answered on any ordinary Thursday.
Then he glanced out the front window and saw the same black car from yesterday parked half a block down, and the fever-dream theory collapsed all at once.
He tried not to look at it. He tried, with limited success, to go about his day as though a stranger weren't sitting in a car watching his shop for reasons that boiled down to *someone might want you dead.* He arranged a delivery order for a funeral white lilies, appropriately somber, a family he didn't know grieving a person he'd never meet, which was most of his job, in the end, curating small monuments for people passing through the worst days of their lives and found his hands steadier at the work than his mind was at rest.
Ezra called around noon. "So? Are you alive? You went quiet on me last night after that call."
"I'm alive." Milo glanced toward the window again, an involuntary tic he suspected he'd be doing for a while. "It's.... it's complicated, Ez."
"Complicated how? You said someone got shot. Did the police—"
"It wasn't the police who came to talk to me." Milo lowered his voice, though there was no one else in the shop to hear. "It was.... I can't really explain who, exactly. Just that I'm not supposed to talk about the alley to anyone. Including you. I'm sorry."
A long pause on the line. Ezra had known him for eleven years, since college, since a shared dorm bathroom and a mutual disdain for their floor's resident advisor had turned into the kind of friendship that survived distance and bad jobs and Milo's father's funeral, and he knew, the way only someone with that history could know, exactly when Milo was scared and trying not to sound it.
"Milo. Are you in trouble?"
"I don't think so. I think.... I think I'm being kept *out* of trouble, actually, which is a stranger sentence than it sounds like." He rubbed at his eyes. "I can't really talk about it. I need you to trust me on that, at least for now."
"Okay." Ezra didn't push, which Milo loved him for, even as guilt needled at him for the omission. "I'm not gonna pretend that's not terrifying to hear, but okay. Call me if that changes. Or if you just need to not be alone somewhere."
"I will."
He didn't tell Ezra about the black car, or about the study with the unlit fireplace, or about the man behind the desk whose eyes he could still feel on him hours later like a physical weight. Some things, he was starting to understand, you didn't get to share even with the people you trusted most not because you didn't want to, but because the wanting wasn't really the point anymore.
The watcher Milo started thinking of him that way, capital W, like a job title was, true to Dante's word, nearly invisible. Milo caught glimpses over the following days: the same black car in rotation with a gray sedan, occasionally a man in a plain jacket who lingered near the corner bodega with the studied disinterest of someone who had been told, very specifically, to look like he wasn't watching anything at all. Milo never approached them. He understood, somehow, without being told, that acknowledging them would break some unspoken rule of the arrangement, that his part of this bargain was to go about pretending his life hadn't been quietly annexed by a criminal empire.
It was almost possible to forget, during the daylight hours, tending to customers and ledgers and the small, ordinary miracle of things growing. It was much harder at night, alone in his apartment, when his mind circled back to the study and the whiskey he hadn't touched and the way Rinaldi had said *we'll see* like it was an answer instead of a deferral.
On the fourth day, Dante came back to the shop.
It was late afternoon, the slow hour before the after-work rush of people picking up last-minute anniversary bouquets and guilty-conscience roses, and Milo was elbow-deep in a delivery of gerbera daisies when the bell rang and he looked up to find Dante standing just inside the door, looking, for once, less like a soldier and more like an actual person jacket less severe, tie loosened, an expression that read as almost sheepish.
"I come in peace," Dante said, raising both hands slightly. "No kidnapping today. I'm actually here as a customer, believe it or not."
Milo set down the flowers he was holding, wary but curious despite himself. "A customer."
"Anniversary. Six years." Dante's mouth twisted, somewhere between fond and rueful. "I always forget until it's basically already happened, and then I panic and buy the first thing I see, and it's always wrong, and I get told it's wrong, extensively, for the following week."
Something about the admission so mundane, so *normal,* coming from a man Milo had last seen escorting him to a mob boss's study knocked loose a laugh before Milo could stop it. "What does she like?"
"He," Dante corrected, easy, unbothered, and something in Milo's chest loosened at the casualness of it, at the reminder that not everything in this world was going to be a threat waiting to unfold. "He likes complicated things. Things that take effort. He once told me a bouquet of one type of flower, all the same color, was 'the horticultural equivalent of a form email.'"
"He's not wrong." Milo moved toward the coolers, already turning over combinations in his head texture, color, something with enough visual complexity to read as *effort* without sliding into gaudy. "Does he have a favorite color? Anything he's mentioned liking, even offhand?"
"He likes purple. Says it's 'the color of people who've decided not to apologize for existing,' which, frankly, tracks." Dante watched Milo work with an expression of genuine interest, leaning against the counter in a way that suggested he wasn't in any hurry to leave. "You're good at this. The reading-people thing, I mean, not just the flowers."
"It comes with the job. People don't usually know what they want when they walk in. You have to figure it out from what they say around the thing they actually mean." Milo pulled stems of deep purple statice, some smoky mauve garden roses, delicate thistle for texture, a scattering of white for contrast so the whole thing didn't collapse into a single moody note. "It's not that different from reading a room, I guess."
"Huh." Dante tilted his head, something recalibrating behind his eyes. "That's a very Sandro thing to say, actually."
Milo's hands stilled on the stems. "Sandro?"
"Alessandro. Most people don't get to call him that." Dante seemed to realize, half a beat too late, that he'd said something worth noticing, and shrugged it off with practiced ease. "Force of habit. We grew up together."
"You're friends. Not just employees."
"Something like friends. Older than the business, that friendship, if that clarifies anything." Dante watched him arrange the last of the greenery into the bouquet, something thoughtful settling over his face. "He's not spoken about you since the study. Which, in his particular vocabulary, means he's thought about almost nothing else. He's not a man who talks through things out loud, our Sandro. He goes quiet instead, when something's actually gotten under his skin."
Milo didn't know what to do with that information, so he busied himself wrapping the bouquet in brown paper, tying it with twine in a neat, unfussy knot. "I don't know what you want me to say to that."
"I don't want you to say anything to it. I'm just telling you, because I think you deserve to know what you're dealing with, and because—" Dante paused, seemed to weigh something, and continued anyway. "Because I've known him a long time, and I've watched a lot of people orbit him over the years people who wanted something from him, people who were afraid of him, people who wanted to *be* him. I haven't seen him orbit anyone back. Not once. So when I say he's thinking about you, I'm not saying it to unsettle you. I'm saying it because it's the single strangest thing I've seen happen to that man in fifteen years, and I don't fully understand it myself yet."
Milo held the finished bouquet out, and Dante took it, careful, almost reverent, in a way that didn't match anything Milo had seen from him before not the composed operative from the alley, not the courteous menace of the townhouse, just a man holding flowers for someone he loved.
"That'll be forty-two dollars," Milo said, because it felt important, suddenly, to say something ordinary, to drag the conversation back down to the size of a normal Thursday.
Dante paid in cash, tipped generously, and paused at the door before leaving. "For what it's worth, Milo I don't think you're in danger from him. Whatever else you end up feeling about all this. That's not the kind of danger you're in."
"Then what kind am I in?"
Dante's smile, this time, was almost gentle. "The kind where you start looking forward to seeing him, and you don't notice it happening until it already has." He tipped an imaginary hat, purple bouquet cradled against his chest like something precious, and left the bell jingling in his wake.
Milo told himself, closing up that evening, that Dante's parting words meant nothing — the overactive imagination of a man in love himself, projecting some romantic narrative onto a situation that was, at its core, about survival and nothing else. He was being protected the way a witness gets protected, the way a loose end gets managed so it stops being loose. That Rinaldi's eyes had held something unreadable in that study, that his voice had gone almost gentle discussing Milo's potential death, meant nothing beyond the ordinary calculus of a careful man weighing risk.
He almost believed it, right up until the black car outside his apartment flashed its headlights once as he approached — not a threat, he understood immediately, some kind of acknowledgment, a small and wordless *we see you, you're safe* — and his chest did something complicated and unwelcome in response, warm and strange and entirely too close to the feeling Dante had described.
He let himself into his building without looking back at the car, climbed the stairs to his apartment, and sat for a long time on the edge of his bed with his coat still on, turning over the last several days like a stone in his palm, trying to find the smooth, safe side of it and coming up, again and again, empty.
His phone buzzed on the nightstand. Unknown number.
He almost didn't answer. Then some instinct the same one that had kept him quiet with the police, the same one that had told him not to run made him pick up.
"Hello?"
"Mr. Hart." The voice was unmistakable, low and even, and Milo's pulse did something complicated and traitorous at the sound of it. "I hope I haven't called at a bad hour."
"How did you get this number?"
"I make it my business to know things, Mr. Hart. It's a professional habit, difficult to switch off." A pause, and when Rinaldi spoke again there was something in his voice Milo hadn't heard in the study a faint, careful hesitance, like a man choosing his footing on unfamiliar ground. "I wanted to confirm you're settling in with the arrangement. That my people haven't made themselves an inconvenience."
"They've been invisible, mostly. Except your friend Dante bought flowers today."
A soft exhale on the other end that might, in a different man, have been a laugh. "He does that every year and panics every year. It's one of the few consistent joys of knowing him." A pause, longer this time. "How are you finding all this, Milo? And I'd like an honest answer, not the one you think I want to hear."
The use of his first name landed somewhere low in his chest, unwelcome and warm at once. "Honestly? I keep waiting to wake up. It doesn't feel real yet the danger part, I mean. It feels like something happening to someone else, and I'm just watching it from very close up."
"That's a fairly common response, from what I understand. It tends not to last." Rinaldi's voice was quiet, careful. "I'd rather you feel it now, in small doses, than all at once later, when the stakes have caught up to the reality of it."
"Is that a threat?"
"No." Immediate, and something almost wounded in the flatness of the denial. "It's not a threat. I don't want you frightened, Milo. I want you careful. Those aren't the same thing, though I understand why they might feel like it from where you're standing."
Milo sat with that for a moment, turning it over, surprised by how much he wanted to believe it. "Why did you call? Really."
A pause stretched long enough that Milo wondered if the line had dropped, and then: "I'm not entirely sure. I don't often find myself without a clear answer to that question, and it's inconvenient, that I don't have one now." Another pause, quieter still. "Goodnight, Mr. Hart. Sleep well. You're safer than you think you are."
The line went dead before Milo could answer, and he sat holding the phone against his ear long after the call had ended, listening to nothing at all, feeling against every instinct for self-preservation he possessed the small, unmistakable flutter of something that was not fear, curling up quietly beneath his ribs and settling in to stay.