© 2021 by Ireland Rea. All rights reserved. Recently I've been in a headspace of dissatisfaction. I’ve been trying to get out of it. I’m finally doing things the way I want to do them. Right? Like I’m doing the damn thing, but why am I not completely happy though? Some of these feelings I couldn’t even admit to anyone. And what sucks more? Maybe my mother was right, maybe I can’t do this. Normally I could see the vision so clearly but now it’s pretty fuzzy. Maybe this was stupid. My mom always told me I tended to act out of impulse. I’m starting feel like a lot of things she said about me was right. It was currently the day that I was going to look at my car. This past week has been filled with going to classafter work, then assisting the highschool class after that. These past fe

