"Okay... so, what do you want to talk about?" I ask, really hating the tug of excitement in my stomach. Judas shrugs, "Did you sleep last night?"
"I told you, I never sleep at night. That's not something new.”
"And why is that? Since I know your little secret now, you can be honest with me."
"Yeah," he nods, trying to smile, "Well, uh, it's hard to put it into words, but I'll try... I gave up trying to sleep years ago, now I just sit around thinking other things hoping the bad thoughts just won't come. There are times when I'm too tired, and my eyes close by themselves and I think I'll finally be able to sleep, but when my mind switches off, all the things I try to block out when I'm awake come against me... I see all the people I've ever killed or done something bad to. I hear them an
