(Kimberly’s POV)
“You’re not going to kiss me?” I asked without thinking.
He came closer, then his lips hovered over mine, close enough for me to feel the heat, the promise.
“I’m not here to make it easy for you,” Jae-Min murmured, with his deep voice into my ear. “You don’t get to flirt with Minho and expect me to reward you.”
“But I didn’t...” I barely got the words out before he pressed his body tighter against me again.
“You did,” he said, his breath tickling my lips. “And now you’re going to feel what you do to me...I can't be the only one craving and suffering.”
His hands gripped my thighs tighter as he lifted me fully. I gasped, my legs instinctively wrapping around his waist. My back hit the wall again, and this time, he didn’t stop his lips from claiming mine. It wasn’t a soft kiss.We were rushing, panting and needy.
My fingers dove into his hair as he kissed me like he wanted to swallow me whole and please me all at once. His tongue slid into my mouth, demanding, teasing, tasting. My hips rolled against his without my permission.
“Jae-Min…” I moaned into his mouth, clutching at his shirt. I had never been with anybody asides Jaemin and this feeling I had when he touched me was heavenly. It made me forget about Chloe and our number one rule.
He broke the kiss, forehead pressed to mine. “Do you want me to stop?”
My mouth was open, my lungs were gasping, but my body…my body screamed no.
I shook my head slowly.
His lips curled. “That's my girl...."
He carried me to the nearest couch, laying me down while keeping eye-contact. He looked at me with thirst and hunger...which made my cheeks go red.
He hovered over me, dragging his hands from my neck down to my breasts, lifting my top slowly. But I quickly held his hand stopping him. "Why are you stopping me?"
He sensed the panic on my face. But he didn't let go of my top.
"I am insecure of my breasts...they are not worth seeing." I whispered, feeling embarrassed, and also scared he would feel disgusted and body shame me after seeing my breasts.
"What? Why? You're gorgeous and you turn me on just by looking at you...it's extremely hard for someone to have that effect on me...so why would you feel insecure."
I still held his hand tight. But he didn't let go either. " Kim...let me see for myself and be the judge of that." He tried to convince me. But I didn't agree. He could see the fear in my eyes. "I... I’ve never felt confident about this part of me."
He paused, gently brushing his thumb over mine. “You don’t have to show me anything you’re not ready to. But just know, I already think you're beautiful.”
I stared at him waiting for judgment but saw none. Instead, his eyes held awe. Slowly, I nodded. “Okay. I trust you.”
His smile softened. “Then let me show you how much I mean it.” He brought my top up with one hand and then unbuckled the strap of my bra. Once he removed the bra, my breasts came out bouncing. He had a shocked face on, his eyes widened; as he let let go of my hand slowly.
I quickly covered my n*****s, tears falling from my eyes. I just knew this was the reaction I would get from him or any guy who sees my n*****s.
"Why are you covering them, they are beautiful?" He smiled at me.
I turned, still hiding them. "What?"
"I love them...they are big and bouncy....how do you hide them under your clothes...they look small on the outside." He reached for my hands again. "Please let me see them."
He calmly removed my hands, then slowly pressed them. "Damn!....Shit! why are they this soft....." I could see the surprise and pleasure in his eyes and facial expression. He was loosing it.
The tears stopped, and I started wondering why he didn't react badly to my breasts.
"You have inverted n*****s, that's all. Doesn't make your breast or your body less attractive." He said, leaning in and cupping my face. "It means they are more sensitive and I would know you react to my touch cause they will come out once stimulated." He smirked.
I felt relieved to know he loved my breasts just the way they are. I nodded, accepting him. "Do as you wish."
“I was hoping you'd say yes,” he teased, nuzzling my neck. “But I might’ve begged until you did.”
He leaned in, then started tracing his tongue on my n*****s. He tickled my n*****s with his tongue then licked and sucked. While his fingers played with my other n****e. The pleasure was overbearing as my breasts are very sensitive.I tried to move, but he pinned me down with his body and chuckled. He was enjoying my reactions.
As he continued, I moaned trying to move my body...my ack arching..
.my waist tingling...I was very wet at this point. I could also feel his hard d**k on my body. After a while, his hand slid
down into my pants, a finger going into my p***y. He could feel how wet I was. He then stopped, smiled at me ,then pulled away from me.
“I should stop here,” he whispered.
"What?" I panicked. You can't leave me like this please." I reached out my hands to hold his hands and place them on my breast. "Continue from where you stopped."
He chuckled, " that's more like it....now you want me as badly as I want you."
"Don't leave me in this state...that's all I ask."
“You liked it,” he said, teasing. I nodded again.
He came back on top of me, pushing my shorts down slowly, watching my face the whole time. “Look at me.”
My eyes locked on his. My body was open, vulnerable, but I was okay with him now. I was… crumbling and melting.
“Kim,” he murmured as his fingers traced the inner part of my thighs, “your body never forgot me.”
He dipped his fingers where I was soaked, and I gasped loudly, arching off the couch.
“Still reacts to my touch,” he whispered against my ear. “Still mine.” He started fingering me, playing with my c******s.
I moaned helplessly, clutching at his shoulders. “Please…Jae…”
“Not yet.”
His fingers teased, circled, stroked. Never deep, never fast. Just enough to make me ache, burn, beg.
“I want you,” I said through gritted teeth. “Please.”
“You want me?” He growled, biting my collarbone gently. “Prove it.”
I reached up, pulling his shirt over his head. My fingers ran down his chest, then went into his pants....feeling his hard d**k as he moaned...his hands still stroking my breasts.
"Kim...suck on me." He pleaded. He quickly removed his pants and was now fully naked. His d**k was long and big, waiting for me.
He brought my chin up. "Are you scared?"
"No." I said, part lying. “I want to taste you,” I whispered.
He groaned. “Then come show me how good that mouth really is.”
I went down on my knees, as I stroked him, then put the tip in my mouth. He moaned out loud. Then I started sucking him gradually......