04.
1205 Words
EVELYN’s POV
I paced back and forth, chewing on my lower lip, wincing, and tasting a metallic taste.
Shit! I must have bitten harder. My vision was already clouded by unshed tears. My lips part a sob, slipping out.
I fell to the nearest couch, brushing a handful of my hair in frustration as I anticipated the arrival of Katie.
I had a minute to lose it. My stare remains glued to the clock, my heart leaping at the thought of getting caught.
How could I survive in the same environment as Lucas when I couldn't spare a minute around him?
I have to call Alice and cancel. There is no way on Earth I am going to fit in with Lucas.
Besides, it's a bride-and-groom thing to do; I had no business with that, and I'm pretty sure Lucas could appreciate taking his soon-to-be wife with him.
The door burst open, and Katie came into view. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, bolting up, erasing the distance between us.
She seemed mad and on edge.
"What did he do? I swear, I'm going to break bones tonight... I warned you about him; he's no good news."She fires with a clenched fist.
She's talking about Jason, if you're wondering. Yes! That's how much she hates him.
I fell into her embrace, her stiff muscles relaxing, causing me to let the waterfalls work.
She wrapped her hands around me, mumbling soothing words, yet it only urged more of the tears.
Katie assisted in taking a seat.
"What happened, Eve? Talk to me, please." She lifts me out of her embrace, tugging at a strand of my hair.
She cups my cheek, cleaning up my tear-stained face. "Did he hurt you?"
I shake my head, getting irked at her guess of being Jason. "No!"
"Then what is---"
"It's him"
"Lucas?"
She knew me too well. Katie knows he's the only person that could get the better of me.
I nod my lips, quivering.
Once again she sandwich me into a hug running her hands around my back.
"What happened over there?"
I pulled back, "I don't think it's something I should worry about yet I am. He doesn't seem to have recognized me or got any hint but the look he had on me still haunts me." I spoke in one breath.
"Okay. But did he say anything?"
"No...You know what Katie?" My lips spread into a slight smile as a tear slipped.''His eyes, those eyes were exactly like Ryan's" A weary laugh slipped out.
Katie stared at me in pity, rubbing my hands.
"I'm a terrible mother"
"No, please don't say that. Ryan is lucky to have you. Whatever you do has always been in his best interest---"
I cut through her statement. "I love Ryan and I would treat the world for him."
Ryan is Lucas and I's son.
Yes! Shocking huh?
Well yeah! It was supposed to be a one-night thing.
It happened six years ago when the news of Lucas and Alice's engagement went rampage within the family.
The memories of the day are still fresh and vivid. Katie had suggested taking me out for a few shots to get my head cleared up and forget about Lucas.
He was drunk but I wasn't yet. I let him take my virginity, I had always reserved it for him hoping that someday we may end up together.
I know, I was selfish and disgusting to get my sister's fiancé laid, or was it the other way round?
But at that moment there was no one but us, nothing mattered to me. I thought that maybe when it happened things may change but who was I kidding?
He kept mentioning Alice's name and instead of me to make a pause I let him contain the aches piercing through my heart.
After he reached his peak and filled me up with his essence, he kissed me and said to me; I love you.
For a sec there, it all seemed so true and genuine to me but then came Alice's name again and that's when It became clear to me that no matter how much I try or what I do, it always has been Alice and not me.
Me, my feelings, or virginity didn't matter to him.
That bitter truth I had to swallow and live with for the rest of my life.
I left that same night, with a broken heart but that same night Lucas had given me a part of him that has grown to be the apple in my eyes.
I may have lost Lucas but Ryan is a blessing I'd forever be grateful for and I won't let anyone come in between that, not even his father.
No one, not even my parents know about Ryan, I couldn't risk that.
Katie has played an important role in both Ryan's and I's life. She's helped me raise him to the beautiful kid he is.
Ryan stays with Katie's aunt Rachel in Canada, it was the only way to keep him safe and secure. Far away from all of this.
I couldn't risk his safety.
I usually visit him yearly but with Jason keeping track of all I do, I had to lay low.
It's been two years. We do FaceTime from time to time but that was all. I miss him so much, I wish I could have him next to me and never have to worry so much.
"Listen to me, Eve. Everything's gonna be just fine... You said it yourself, he was drunk, and you left that night." She reasons.
I give her a curt nod. "You're right." Although a part of me was still freaked and filled with what-ifs.
"That's more like it"
I smile, "Did I ever mention how much I love you?"
She swayed her hair, "Well, of course, I know how lovable I am. Thank you, you're far too kind" Faking a British accent.
I send her a glare with a nudge.
"Ouch! What was that for?"
I got up sticking my tongue at her and headed for the room with her tailing behind me.
"Are you spending the night here?" I ask disappearing into the closet.
Minutes later dressed in plain white and silky lingerie. The cold ac must have affected my n*****s, they were erect.
"You realize I'm the only person around right?"
My brows arch up. "Meaning?"
"Jason's not here"
I roll my eyes at her statement. She was talking about my nighties.
I scoff, "Whatever. So I'm guessing you're sleeping in for the night huh?" I ask my eyes wandering to the clock.
It's already 1:00 Am, it's late.
She nods letting out a sigh. "Yes."
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My eyes widened, it better be not what I'm thinking of, "You had s*x with him didn't you?"
She shrugs a smile dancing on her lips.
"So you did. Oh my, you can't be serious Katie. You have got to stop doing that" I blurted with a facepalm.
Her right brow lifts, shooting me one of her infamous looks.
“We are not having this conversation” she states.
I sighed, It's been a long day.
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