Jackson
I had spend hours cleaning up the state of my office. I didn’t even remember trashing it but I figured I had shoved it away with other memories of that night.
Onyx wasn’t speaking to me. He didn’t seem to care that the shewolf had come on to me, as far as he was concerned I stuck my c*** in her so I was as guilty of betrayal.
I realised we hadn’t accepted our mate was gone, despite his pleas of accepting he was acting like she was here and I had betrayed her. Which it felt like I had. Any relief I had felt at easing my pent up tension had been short lived as it was replaced by self loathing.
I couldn’t even blame my friends for being happy to ditch me on their mission. While it hurt to have become untrustworthy, and despite wanting to blame anyone other than myself I knew i
