Thea
I struggled to hold it together during the ceremony. I had argued with Jackson to give them one each but he was insistent they went together. Now I understood why, I don’t think I could have done this again soon.
Jackson looked so broken as he walked towards Scarletts pyre. We hadn’t seen him since but Luke told me to give him space.
We hadn’t celebrated Oliver becoming alpha of alphas. Iris said he didn’t want to, that he didn’t really care about it but I had seen his eyes when he got of the phone to his Dad. They had been shining with pride. For a moment it make everything seem a little more worthwhile but if Oliver could do some good then it became more than a stupid competition.
I told Luke this in bed this evening. He turned to me and pulled me to his chest.
“This is wh
