"I used to think i couldn't go a day without your smile. Without telling you things and hearing your voice back.
Then, that day arrive and it was so damn hard but the next was harder. And i knew with a sinking feeling it was going to get worse and i wasn't to be okay for a very long time..
Because losing someone isn't a occasion or event. It doesn't happen just once. It happens over and over again.
I lose you every time i picked up your favorite coffee mug, whenever that one song plays on the radio, or when i discover your old t-shirt at the bottom of my laundry pile.
I lose you every time i think of kissing you, holding you or wanting you, i go to bed at night and lose you, when i wish i could tell you about my day. And in the morning when i wake and reach for the empty space across t
