Tylahs POV
My alarm is blaring, I woke in a fright feeling as though my eyes had only closed for a few minutes, when reality is I slept only 3 hours, it’s almost midnight, I lay awake in anticipation waiting and hoping my wolfs voice will run through me. 2 minutes to go until midnight.
I’m going through all these different thoughts on who my mate maybe, Hopefully someone quiet so I don’t stand out, hoping he’ll accept me even though I am who I am, I just want someone who can be my comfort, someone to talk to other then my parents, someone who will love me, care for me and become my best friend as well as mate, I’ve kept myself pure for this man and I hope and prey he’ll be the perfect fit. 1 minute left, I sit up staring at the bright red letters blinking on my clock just waiting for them to change, midnight.
“Hello Tylah, I’m Lyric your wolf, it’s so nice to finally talk to you.” I jump in fright as I hear the words I was hoping for, finally I’m not alone. “Hi Lyric you have no idea how glad I am to finally have you! To feel like I’m not alone” i probably spoke with too much excitement as there was a moments silence before she spoke back to me. “ I know it’s been tough Tylah but I’m here now, But please be patient just know things will get better for you soon ” my heart sinks a little nerves rattling me to my bone, I thought having my wolf would make things better, I wait till she elaborates on what she just said. “I am an alpha wolf Tylah, we have our mothers genes , you are going to need to start training and get some strength because right at this moment you are not strong enough to handle shifting into me, you need to be strong, I am a strong wolf but you my human need to strengthen up, so we can fully bond and shift”. I’m speechless, I’m in shock, I start to feel all hot and uncomfortable, I stand and pace my room “an alpha wolf? How is that even possible I’m a runt I should be an omega I can’t possibly be an alpha, no one will believe that, no”I can barely speak up when I’m in trouble, I can’t even take care of myself from Becca, from anyone.
When the alarm went off at 6am I just lean over and shut it off, I couldn’t get back to sleep last night after hearing that I need to get some strength, how am I supposed to be strong enough to shift before my coming of age party tonight, I can’t even think about how horrible today is already becoming, I throw my blankets off and get myself to my bathroom for a quick shower, I turn the nozzle to hot, as hot as it’ll go and wait for it to warm up, I get in and start washing my hair, thinking of all the ways I’m about to disappoint my parents, once clean I turn the shower off and wrap myself up in a towel, dry off and head to my room where I change, I sob quietly to myself whist drying my hair with the hair dryer knowing my parents won’t hear me cry.
Running down the stairs i bump into mum “happy birthday my sweet girl, breakfast is waiting on the table, I’ve got to go get ready I’m meeting with Luna Stella to sort the last of tonight’s arrangements.” She spoke so excitedly, my stomach dropped to the floor and all I could do was smile back at her before heading to the kitchen, my anxiety has hit the roof “stay home” Lyric growled in my mind, i know she doesn’t like how I’ve been treated by the pack members but something about the way she growled didn’t sit well with me.
as mum said the breakfast was on the table and man did it look good, bacon, eggs and pancakes my favourite.
Sitting down to eat dad walks into the room adjusting his tie “ah there’s my girl, happy birthday” he ruffles my hair and kisses the top of my head ever so gently. “I’ll see you tonight darling I’ll be home early today” and out the door he goes.