CHAPTER 45 Nazlanmak - pretending reluctance or indifference when you are actually willing or eager; saying no and meaning yes Origin: Turkish 45 "What are you doing here?" I closed the door behind me. He stands from my bed. "And how'd you get in?" I arched an eyebrow. "I always have a spare key in this room." I looked away from him cos the more I look at him, I always remember what he said to Alec. It's getting harder for me and him being here is making me so confused. "Why are you here Nick?" I demanded but I'm still not looking at him. "You heard everything?" He asks. "A while ago?" he added. I couldn't answer him. My tears are filling up my eyes again. I blink rapidly so I could stop my tears from falling. These are always gonna be tears of hurt caused by Nick. Tears of sh

