Ivy Knowing that Beau was watching me as I walked into my house make me feel giddy and safe. It had been a while since I had had such a good night, it reminded me of those times when we were teenagers and he would take me out to the movies in that same truck even though his popular friends had other things they would rather do than hang out with a dorky kid but Beau had never made me feel like an inconvenience and that was why his disappearance had moved me so deeply and to hear all that he had been going through underneath the gloss of being one of the most sought out boys in school. I wish he had just confided in me or let someone in, the loneliness and unhappiness he must have felt being all alone, so young and on his own, it must have been so hard for him and i pined for young direct

