The same white ceiling I woke up every other day came into view, and fear struck me. I hadn't realized there was others in the room until I lurched forward in bed, gasping for air and crying out into the small room. Jordana jumped in her seat. I could feel the sweat dripping down my face, but the only thing on my mind was seeing Jude again. Why had he run away? What was so frightening about me that he couldn't stand seeing? That look on his face was... "Hey," Jordana said, smiling like she usually did. I looked across the room at the smiling faces; Reid, Jordana, Jonan, and Jake. My friends and family were here. Everyone except...Jude. "Where's Jude?" I asked. Jordana's smile disappeared and she sat back in her chair. Jonan, though, got up from his, still smiling, and rested a hand on my

