The whisper hung in the freezing air of the office, heavier than a physical blow.
You really weren't supposed to see that.
I couldn't breathe. My lungs seized, trapping the oxygen in my chest until my vision began to gray at the edges. I was trapped in a glass cage suspended fifty floors above the city, completely alone with a man who had orchestrated the murder of his own blood.
In the dark reflection of the dead laptop screen, Julian didn’t look like a monster. He looked like a masterpiece of absolute, terrifying control.
He pushed off the mahogany doorframe.
His footsteps were completely silent against the Persian rug, a predator gliding seamlessly through its own territory. With every slow, measured step he took toward my chair, the ambient temperature in the room seemed to plummet. I wanted to scream. I wanted to scramble backward, to throw the heavy leather chair between us, to break the floor-to-ceiling glass windows and jump into the freezing November night.
But my body completely refused to obey.
My clinical training, the survival instinct that allowed me to compartmentalize trauma when patients bled out in the emergency room, had completely shut down. My heart hammered a violent, erratic rhythm against my ribs. Over one hundred and forty beats per minute. I was rapidly slipping into psychological shock.
Julian stopped.
He was standing directly behind me. The sheer, overwhelming mass of his body blocked out the faint silver moonlight spilling through the penthouse windows. The oppressive, intoxicating scent of dark cedar and bergamot wrapped tightly around my throat, suffocating me.
I squeezed my eyes shut, my entire body bracing for the violence. I waited for the heavy, calloused hands to wrap around my neck. I waited for the lethal enforcer of Roman's syndicate to finally silence the only loose end his brother had left behind.
He reached over my shoulder.
I flinched violently, a pathetic, broken gasp tearing through my lips as I pressed myself back against the leather upholstery.
But his hand didn't touch my throat.
His long, elegant fingers—the exact same fingers that had washed my hair with agonizing tenderness just hours ago—brushed the top of the silver laptop lid.
Click.
He shut the computer.
The faint, pale glow of the screen vanished completely, plunging the office into absolute, suffocating darkness.
I sat frozen, trembling so violently my teeth chattered. The oversized black dress shirt he had given me offered zero protection against the radiating heat of his massive frame.
Julian moved around the side of the heavy mahogany desk. He didn't loom over me. He didn't raise his voice. He moved with a terrifying, calculated grace, stepping directly into the nonexistent space between my parted knees.
He caged me in.
His thighs pressed flush against the edge of the leather chair, trapping me between the solid wall of his chest and the heavy wood of the desk behind me. There was nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide.
"Look at me, Elara."
His voice was a dark, velvet rumble that vibrated straight through my sternum. It wasn't a request. It was an absolute command.
I couldn't do it. I kept my chin tucked to my chest, my eyes squeezed shut, hot tears spilling over my lashes and soaking into the collar of his shirt. I was crying for Liam. I was crying for the horrific, shattered remnants of my own life.
"Look at me."
Slowly, agonizingly, Julian reached out.
His hands didn't grab me. They didn't bruise. Instead, his large, warm palms gently covered my violently shaking hands where they gripped the armrests. His thumbs swept over my white-knuckled fingers, tracing the delicate bones of my hands with a reverence that completely broke my mind.
The agonizing contrast of it tore a sob out of my throat.
This man had cut his brother’s brakes. He had watched Liam’s car burn on that bridge. He was a ruthless, cold-blooded executioner.
So why was he touching me like I was the most precious, fragile thing in the world?
"Open your eyes," Julian whispered, his breath hot against my wet cheek. He leaned down, his face hovering mere inches from mine.
I forced my eyelids open.
The shadows hid the sharpest angles of his face, but his obsidian eyes burned with a dark, unholy intensity. They locked onto mine, stripping away every single layer of my defenses, completely indifferent to the terror rolling off me in waves.
"He loved me," I choked out, the words tasting like ash and copper on my tongue. I couldn't stop them. The grief was too raw, too violently resurrected. "He was trying to save me from you."
Julian’s jaw locked. A muscle feathered violently beneath his skin. The muscles in his broad chest went completely rigid against my knees.
"Liam didn't know how to love," Julian replied, his tone dropping to a dead, absolute calm. "He only knew how to possess. He viewed you as a piece on a chessboard. A beautiful, fragile object to hold hostage to keep me in line."
"He was running!" I sobbed, my voice cracking humiliatingly in the silent office. "He had the flights booked! He was going to take me away from Roman, from this entire sick, rotting family, and you killed him for it! You killed him because you couldn't stand the thought of him taking me away!"
My hands jerked beneath his, a desperate, pathetic attempt to pull away from his grip.
Julian didn't let me go. His grip tightened—not enough to hurt, but enough to prove that I was entirely, fundamentally trapped. He shifted his weight, pressing heavier against me, completely invading the last fraction of an inch of my personal space. The friction of his trousers against my bare legs sent a dark, shameful jolt of electricity straight into my panicked nervous system.
I hated my body. I hated that even now, knowing exactly what he was, my traitorous pulse spiked with something that felt terrifyingly like desire.
"You watched that video," Julian murmured, his thumb brushing slowly over the racing pulse point at my wrist. "You saw exactly what he wanted you to see. You saw a terrified boy playing the martyr to protect the woman he loved."
"I saw the truth!"
"You saw a performance, Elara."
Julian leaned closer, entirely consuming my field of vision. The sheer gravity of his presence was overwhelming. He didn't blink. He didn't look away. The stoic, impenetrable mask he wore for the world had vanished completely, revealing the dark, obsessive monster chained beneath it.
"You think my brother was a saint," Julian whispered, his lips grazing the shell of my ear, sending a violent shiver down my spine. "You think he orchestrated that entire argument, planted that hidden camera, and laid out his grand escape plan just to end up dead at the bottom of a ravine six hours later?"
I froze. The clinical, analytical part of my brain caught on the sharp edge of his words.
"What are you saying?" I breathed, my tears freezing on my cheeks.
Julian pulled his head back just enough to look directly into my eyes. The silver moonlight caught the lethal, unyielding truth carved into his expression.
"I'm saying Liam overplayed his hand," Julian stated quietly. The velvet in his voice had been replaced by cold, hard steel. "He brought a match to a powder keg, and he wasn't smart enough to get out of the blast radius. You think Roman wouldn't notice missing millions? You think my father wouldn't tie up loose ends?"
Julian let go of my right hand. He brought his fingers up to my face, gently cupping my tear-stained cheek. The heat of his skin was intoxicating, completely overriding the terror in my blood.
"I didn't kill him, Elara," Julian murmured, his voice a dark, vibrating rumble that settled heavily into my bones. "But I should have."