The tears

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Chapter 8 exchange of love Mariane I've been at Eduardo's parents' house for almost three weeks, I'm enjoying it here, in fact I've always liked it, despite knowing that his parents just tolerate me, but I don't care, because Edu loves me, and today I'm going to visit my grandmother around the farm. Once, after leaving work, Grandma is in a nursing home on the outskirts of town, and it's like a farm, it's a beautiful place and as far as I know she's really enjoying living there. I'm just arriving, and I can't wait to see you. It hurt me a lot, leaving her here, but as my friends said, I did what was best for her. I ended up opening up about having slept with someone, and they were all sympathetic to me, in the end my friends said that the best thing was for me to let Eduardo know after the wedding, and that he wouldn't be sexist and would understand! I was in doubt, but I couldn't tell, besides that it would be horrible, as Henrico was Eduardo's boss, but that I didn't tell them. It is after the suspicion of theft, of the same claiming to be Eduardo, the atmosphere was tense. But according to Eduardo, Henrico was a very good boss, and he quickly resolved the problems. So I didn't want to rekindle the fire between them. So I decided to shut up. Going back to the moment, I see my sweet little voice sitting in the garden, eating apple chopped into cubes, while she ate she was throwing the other one on the ground, and the pigeon came caught. Seeing me, she didn't recognize me right away, so I started talking to her. After a while she looks at me and says that I look like her granddaughter Mariane, but that she doesn't want to know about it, because Mariane took Olavo away from her. But soon she changes the subject, and says that her granddaughter is beautiful, she will marry the dress of Lucas And Deli, the most famous stylist in São Paulo. However, it will be a shame as she says that she will not be able to be there. I then ask her why not? She says that in three days, Olavo will pick her up. Yeah, she's really happy because she can't stand to be without him anymore! I cried then, she gave me her handkerchief, and said that I wasn't supposed to cry, because some have to go before others arrive. It was time for her to go, and her departure was near. She stated. Grandma then said that I was supposed to give Mariane a message. Tell Mariane I love her! It's just that she will be very happy, with my boy Eduardo. Soon after, she walked to the entrance of the house. The Nurse then came and spoke to me, I still had wet eyes. But listening to her, and according to her it was normal for her age, this kind of delusion is always leaving, and always saying goodbye. I then thanked her and said that she would be leaving, as it took a while to get home. Eduardo would come to see some of the last details of the wedding, as the dates had changed. I didn't know for sure, but according to the ceremonial, the marriage would be brought forward, in up to a month, due to schedules demanded by Eduardo with suppliers, and he also wanted to get married soon. I got home, Eduardo was there, and so we talked, and soon the ceremony arrived, and explaining the situation, there was even a change of marriage within a month! So we said goodbye to her, and Eduardo kissed me passionately... He was affectionate, and then asked if I didn't want to go to his room, I said it would be very delicate to do something, on your parents' roof, even though it was so close to the wedding, he laughed and said it really was so little that he wouldn't screw it up as it would be awesome taking my virginity on our wedding night! Then he hugged me, and I froze inside, because I think the surprise that I was no longer a virgin would ruin our marriage. However, I know that with time everything would be resolved. So I gave in to the hug, and I kissed him passionately. The days followed quickly, and the most important day of my life was a week away. However, early on I received the worst news, my grandmother, who had seen it the day before, did not wake up today. She left for her dream date, with Grandpa Olavo. I went into a state of shock, and an even bigger nightmare ensued, I fainted and was found by Eduardo's mother, who called the emergency room, I am admitted to the hospital. I couldn't go to the wake, nor to my grandmother's burial. Eduardo and his parents along with my friends took care of everything, I paid for a funeral plan so I just called, at least I don't owe that to Eduardo. Because I had bacteria in my stomach, which left me in a terrible state. In the end, I was told that my case was being more complicated due to pregnancy. I almost fell to the ground, with the reality of my sad situation, and to make matters worse. Eduardo ended up coming in at that moment, and Fred the doctor has already congratulated the baby on the way. Then he looks at me in disbelief, and soon the doctor leaves us alone. I am speechless, such is my agony and shame! But then Eduardo speaks: "When were you going to tell me?" I actually get it, do you think I'd play the muggle and accept your bastard son as mine? Mariane, how can you? We made so many plans, I gave you everything! Yeah, as soon as you thank me? Being an ordinary person? I believed that you were an upright woman, and perfect my sweet virgin! But, I discover that everything is false about you! Mariane, how did you think you could deceive me? I am a lived man, and would notice the minute they entered you! Who the f**k f****d you before me? Say I will kill him! - I do not know him! "I'm lying." He was an outsider and it happened by chance, it was unimportant. Forgive me Eduardo, I swear I love you! — Mariane, are you crazy? Like something unimportant? You gave your virginity to any man, and you say it doesn't matter?... What kind of woman are you? Where are your morals, good principles that I thought so sincere in you, to wait for our nuptials. I want the guy's name, now Mariane! - I do not know! -Interest. I lie without remorse, because I know it will be painful for Eduardo if he ever finds out he's your boss! I swear I don't know! Now, Eduardo, if you want to end it all, I'll take it easy. "Did you still have any doubts, Mariane?" I love her, but this is too much for a man! If you weren't pregnant I would hate you for a while, but would I forgive you now with a child? I'm sorry, but I can't accept it anymore! - I understand. — Give me the name of the bastard who got you pregnant and I'll go after him, I'll make him assume his responsibilities with you! Well, I imagine you don't think about raising this child without a father, do you? — Eduardo, I've already said that he's strange, I don't know his name or surname, I lied, I lied and I would lie and I would die... "Only my six friends knew that I was with a guy, in São Paulo, but I didn't even tell them that it was Henrico Katisoure, Eduardo's boss." Please Eduardo, go, we don't have anything else to talk about! It's you not deserve what I did to you! Forgive me, I was just a random person! You are wonderful, I wish you to be happy. — How will I be happy?... He looked at me sadly, and I even saw tears in his eyes... As soon as he left, I lay there crying for hours alone in the hospital room, I would still be there for a week to do the treatment. My heart is in pieces, like a pile of shattered glass. I lost a wonderful, perfect man out of sheer idiocy. I'll never forgive myself, but I soon run my hand over my belly, and I feel a hope that at least I'm not alone in this world. My grandmother left, so I remembered her words: some have to leave, for others to arrive. — Oh! Grandma, you are grandpa, I miss you so much! Soon I lie there in the hospital bed and cry. Those were sad and faded days, my heart heavy and full of sadness. I received several visits from my friends, but I didn't tell any of them that I was pregnant. I just told you that Eduardo broke up with me because I'm not a virgin anymore. They were disgusted with him, Ana and Amanda wanted to go talk to him, but I begged him and even said that I got sick from having unprotected s*x, so I had to warn Eduardo. Just like that, for Ana and Amanda to give up going after him. Jackeline helped me, clearing everything from the wedding, while I was in the hospital, some people would go there to talk to me, encouraging me to change the date, that soon I would be healthy and stuff... But I always smiled awkwardly because I couldn't tell the truth. It is soon the person gave up... . Last came Eduardo's mother and father, it was horrible to hear them, but I stayed firm, and I really deserved to hear it. Because their son, he's a fine man. I wasn't upset, I was actually relieved that it was finally over. My things were left at my grandparents' house. And today I would go there, finally everything was fine, the treatment worked out, and I was discharged, Amanda came to pick me up and we went to my grandparents' house. Upon entering I was surprised, everything was clean, According to Amanda my friends got together and paid a good cleaning lady. I thanked her, and then I thanked everyone in the group. And finally, Jackeline came to bring me lunch, and another friend was going to bring me dinner. Amanda stayed with me until nine at night, and then she left. I wandered around the house, and I remembered my grandparents there, some moments of joy, and some sad ones too, I really wanted to have them there. But now it would just be me and my son or daughter. I don't know what to think, but I'm never going after Dad. Besides, I was just a diversion for the American billionaire, and I couldn't have his contact if I didn't talk to Eduardo. I blocked and changed my cell phone chip, and had no way of finding it. Better this way, since I don't know what he would be able to do? Sometimes he was even married! Good heavens, now that I think what a horrible situation I've gotten myself into. I took my clothes from the hospital bag to the washing machine, and went to put away the other things, so it distracts me from my conflicting thoughts. When I looked at the time it was almost midnight, I went to bed because I was going back to work the next day. It took me a while to sleep, but I ended up giving in. The next day I was called to change my place of work, now I was going to work, in the infrastructure department, as an assistant to the new secretary. It felt good to change, and it was really a balm, as the work was much more demanding than before, leaving me busy and with no time to think, and I had already been there for almost a fortnight. And today I had a meeting at the city hall, I went with the secretary, and it was a very busy day. Upon returning home, I wanted to go to bed, but today was dinner day with my friends, tonight would be pizza night, we went to the pizzeria in town. The good pasta, and it was a lot of fun until I got sick, I ate too much and then I went to throw it all out... The girls were worried, but I soon said it was gluten excess and such... I returned home, and was about to go to sleep after a long shower when I hear the doorbell ring. Author: Graciliane Guimaraes.
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