SURVIVAL JOURNEY

¶My Oasis¶

¶Aiyla's PoV¶

"You Are my Oasis To Quench

Immesurable Love. My Breath

Of Fresh Air In Those

Insurmountable Moments

Of Life".

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In-between all this chaos happening in my life, something or rather someone came into my life like a blossom of flower and swept me away from my feet.

I never thought that someone so gentle would take a liking to a crippled girl like me; I was so flabbergasted knowing this. At this point, I was so confused and I thought my friends were joking with me because I never thought something good would happen to me, since I was only in anguish, so it was really freaking hard to believe this new turn of event in my life.

It was a summer's night and I was standing in the window and looking at the street people walking by; some of them going shopping and some returning from their work rushing home. I used to live in a busy market city where there were shops everywhere; the streets were beautifully glowing through the lights that were lighted by the shops around;

The streets are always rushed by people, but I loved living in that busy street. It was the place where I was born and bought.

And in the midst of seeing the lively street and people, that's when I saw him passing by, but what I did not see was my two friends together with that guy; two sisters, exactly Cassie and Debbie. When they saw me in the window, they called me down to have a conversation.

I was already mesmerized and awed by his beauty when I saw him, but now I was meeting him face to face; I was not able to look away from his face and I was lost in his gorgeous eyes and looks that I did not even realize my friends were talking to me and introducing him to me. only later when Debbie shook my shoulder I was out of that trance. I was so embarrassed that I lost my voice to say or speak anything.

His face was so cute and handsome; his looks so calm and serene and he had very gentlemanly manners. He made me so calm from inside and his eyes could look into my broken soul. I have had male friends and boyfriends before, but I had never seen such an elegant and gorgeous person like him in my life. He was cute, like actors Tom Cruise and Keanu Reeves, and now you can know what I mean! So you can imagine how good looking he was and, both being my favourite actors, I was strayed. I don't know how God could create such a specimen of species in the form of a human being.

While I was still in astray, Cassie and Debbie introduced us and I was told his name was Ronin.

When he took my hand for a hand shake I felt like I was electrocuted, all the sorts of electric shots went through my body. I was shocked and petrified, not knowing what was happening to me and my body. His voice was so sweet like a honey bee; so soft and pleasant to ears and his face glowed like a shining star; a glowing face that would light up anyone's life and heart.

Just by his simple touch my heart was beating so fast I felt like it would burst out of my chest; never had anyone been able to make my heart beat so fast. I was stepping into a new ground; a ground which was unknown to me and my heart and I did not know what was happening to me and why it was happening. I just did not know how to react to all this and what to say or speak of.

I felt like I was glowing and I felt so calm and tranquil in his presence.

For sometime I forgot all about my troubles, pain, suffering, rage, frustration and anger. His one look was that imperturbable; for some moment he bought peace in my life; the peace that I had been looking for since all the incident started in my life.

He was the kind of guy that girls would fantasize about and every girl would happily fall at his feet.

When he was talking to me, I was feeling so shy to speak and I was blushing and I never blushed; never had I in my life blushed. After all the mayhem in my life, I became the daring girl that I never was before and had made many male friends, but none of them made me so abashed and here, because of a beautiful stranger, I was blushing, red colour tinted my cheeks and flushed with heat on my face. I was lost in this beautiful creature before me.

I never contemplated that I would be meeting such a charming and winsome person in my life.

After that short meeting of ours, I was lost in a beautiful dream; a dream about him; about his calm and unperturbed features and his so ever glowing face.

At night, all my thoughts were about him; I just could not forget about him whenever I closed my eyes. I saw his calm face and his beautiful eyes still haunting my broken, ruptured heart.

I started thinking that if he came into my life, my life would be happy and contended, but a thought also came into my mind: why would a cute boy like him like me because he could have any girls he wants in his life and, at that, more appealing ones.

As for me, I was just an okay girl. I was not alluring like the other girls who were prettier and eye-catching.

I did not have white skin; I was dark in features as I had brown olive skin,, a  very thin and slender body; I only weighted 39 kgs and people who saw me used to say I was beautiful in a natural way and more than that, they used to say I was beautiful from inside and that I had a pure and innocent heart.

As for him, he had white skin; white as milk and more bewitching, beauteous than me. He was some kind of God to have the power to bewitch all the girls around him.

And I kept thinking, so why would a charming guy like him like me or fall for me? He was out of my league, but somewhere deep down I wished..wished for him to fall for me..to like me and more than that I wished to meet him again!

With his thoughts in my mind, I fell into a deep slumber in sleep with a smile on my face!

But fate had other plans for me which I never expected to happen!

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"Believe it or not, there is no

Accidents, people come in and

Out of your lives for a reason

And where we are is where

We were destined

To be all along".