SURVIVAL JOURNEY

Breath Of Fresh Air

¶Aiyla PoV¶

"You Were the First Boy

Who Made me Feel

Loved and Visible. You

Are my First Love... And I

Want More than

Anything for you to be

My Last."

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He came into my life like a breath of fresh air! Like a flower that blooms in the springtime; like a light that shines in the darkness.

He was the oxygen that I needed in my envenom life; he was the fresh air that I needed in my life to breathe; he was the light that I needed to come out of the darkness in my life. He was the path that I needed to take in the right direction. He was the happiness that I needed in my life and he was the love and care that I needed in my tragic life.

He was the person that I never expected to infiltrate in my life. He was like a dream to me; the kind of dream, a beautiful dream from which you never wanted to wake up from.

Since the day he came into my life, my life has taken a total of 360 degree change. From the first day of meeting I could not stop thinking about him; he was always in my mind, no matter how much I tried to forget him, I could not. He had captured my mind, body and soul; whenever I closed my eyes, all I could see was his serene face and hear his beautiful voice.

I did not understand why..why this was happening to me; why I was not able to forget him or his face. I was so confused! Whenever I used to think about him, my heart could stop beating faster and I felt like it would burst out from my chest.

His thoughts brought a smile to my face and, after a long, long time, I felt peace and happiness in my life.

I wanted to meet him again and see his angelic face and hear his sweet and calm voice. I felt like I needed him in my life for my tranquility; to calm my inner demon; to calm my rage and frustration; to calm the storm that was brewing inside me and, if released, that would blow everything away.

I had always dreamt of a person and in that dream I used to see or imagine what kind of love or boy I wanted in my life. A dream boy that I had fantasized about throughout my life.

A boy who would love and care for me; who could understand me and my dark life; who would accept me with all my flaws; who would support me in each and every step of my life; who would always be there for me when I needed; who would be the shoulder when I cry; who could give me all the happiness and joy that I deserved; who would laugh with me and make me laugh; who would cheer me up when I'm down and much more. And vice versa, you know!

And I felt like he was the kind of guy I had dreamt of and I felt like he was my dream boy. I just don't know how that thought came into my mind and why it even came? It was weird in some way, but somewhere deep down I knew he was the salvation that I was searching for in my darkest days of life and that he was going to be my saviour and my shore.

But what I did not know was that my dream of meeting him was about to come true!

It was a sunny morning when I got a call from my friend Debbie saying that they wanted to meet me at our usual meeting place, a restaurant called Meggie in the afternoon, and I agreed with the time and we talked for a while about some random stuff and Debbie ended the call saying that I needed to freshen up and look good for the date!

By the time the call ended, I did not understand what she meant and I did not even think about it much. After the call, I started doing my usual morning routine, which included having breakfast and watching TV in my grandpa's room.

By the time afternoon rolled on, I took a shower and got ready to meet my friends Debbie and Cassie. After having my lunch, I told my dad that I was going out to meet my friends and left the house; it was a 15 minute walk from my home to where we were supposed to meet.

When I reached the restaurant, it was empty outside and inside only 2 couples were having their lovey dovey time. I felt so embarrassed when I saw they were kissing each other, like not even a simple kiss, you know, it was full force. Oh French kiss; oh it was a sight to see where the guy's hands were hehe and it was embarrassing to choose to sit outside and wait for my friends.

After a while, Cassie and Debbie showed up with the biggest smile on their faces and I was so confused as to why they were smiling so much. Debbie came towards her, and hugged me, but I saw Cassie going down again and I felt like she was talking to someone, but when I asked Debbie she said it's nothing, Cassie came up again and gave me a hug, but both of them were smiling slyly like they were hiding something from me.

While talking, Cassie told me they had a surprise for me and I asked what it was but they kept quiet and kept trying to distract me. After a short period of time, I saw the person coming; a person I never expected to see or meet again; yes that's the right guy. He was the same person I had been dreaming and thinking about; the same person who once again took my breath away; the same person I was craving to see; the same person whose voice I was dying to hear and the person for whom my heart was beating so fast for.

And yes! People He The angelic Ronin was the surprise for me that my devious girlfriends were talking about!

And at that moment I knew I was in love with him; that moment I knew he was the one person that my heart belonged to; that moment I knew that I can never ever forget him in my life, even if he breaks me or heals me, he was the one that I always be in love with and with whom my heart will always belong to.

He came into my life like a breath of fresh air and he was my first ever love!

And I started thinking this was the beginning of everything that was about to occur or come into my life!

Let's see shall we!