For the next few days following my dream, I'm deep in thought, pondering every pro and con in who I decide. And the problem is, I can only find pros in Finn, with a few cons in Zach, the main one being the loss of Finn quite honestly. Exams are rapidly approaching and I haven't decided what I'll do after. Once school is over, pack responsibilities really start so I know everyone will be anxious for the Mating ceremony, meaning I'll have had to chosen by then. I feel so conflicted and guilty. I'm 100% leaning towards Finn but why don't I have the same connection with Zach? It could be that I've had more time with Finn but somehow, I know that's not the case. I feel like if I'd have met Zach first instead of Finn, I'd still have had a better connection with Finn. That feels so bad to say,

